i guess it's really over...
LSCT FOC 09/10 was yet another memorable camp, totally reminded me when i was a freshie. first of all, to the GLs (now SGLs), well done!! and i am really proud of you guys! although you guys have only been through 3 AGL trainings, which is really really short to me, but when i see how much you all have grown, i feel so happy for you guys! new batch of GLs are gonna come in soon, it's gonna be another different experience for you all.
secondly, to JIGSAW freshies, love all of you!! hope you all consider to join LSCT society and experience life as a GL. happy to see that you all became closer through this camp!! glad to be the acting freshie for Jigsaw!! keep the JIGSAW SPIRIT ALIVE yea?!
lastly, to my batch people, seriously, i dont know how much to thank you guys, for making my poly life so memorable. all the shit that we have been through, all the stupid things we did, all the fun times together, they are priceless!! thanks huixian for the video that you spent so much time on during camp! when i watched the video, i really really want to be a GL with you guys again! i really miss the times we all spent together, every single moment.
but sadly, this is not gonna happen again. now we are AAGL already!! 3 years in NP is over for us, and somehow, i feel that this is the end of our LSCT GL life. because it's going to be different next year. we are all gonna go our seperate ways. everyone's life is gonna change. i hope we all can still have more outings together!!
i miss being a freshie.
i miss being a GL.
i am gonna miss LSCT GL life.
VARDA 06/07
NERWIN 07/08
JIGSAW 09/10
well, this is it. i'm gonna stop blogging here.
reason being, this marks the end of my poly life. not gonna shut this blog down, shall just leave it as it is. yes, i am thankful for this blog being a part of me for the past 3 years. ok, less than 3 years, but almost.
alright, byebye. =)
Monday, April 13, 2009
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009
miracle.
let's all perform miracles!
if you got no money,
perform a money miracle,
and money will drop from the sky.
if you are unhappy,
perform a happy miracle,
and happiness will flow into your veins.
if you are black and white,
perform a rainbow miracle,
and you will feel colorful.
if you are feeling hurt,
perform a healing miracle,
and your wounds will close.
just press DON! DON DON!! DON DON!! (x. xx. xx.)
but seriously, some things just cant be helped.
pressing "x. xx. xx." wont help either.
deal, dont dwell?
sometimes its just too hard.
we try, but what if we still cant do it?
heck care?
there are some things that we just cant heck care about it.
scream your lungs out?
but no sound comes out.
laugh over it?
then why do tears flow during the night?
share about it?
everyone has different problems, it's hard to truly understand, unless if they are in the same situation.
sleep and hope for a good dream?
and wake up feeling the same again.
then how?
actually, i really dont know.
but i've learnt something.
i am grateful to have these problems in my life.
these problems suck to the max, i dont want them in my life.
but still, they make me grow.
these problems make me think alot.
they have made me think like never before.
never had i think so much and so deep.
and even though i have thought so much,
the problems are still there!
you see, there are really some things that cant be controlled.
yup, so since i cant do anything about the problems,
i'll just treat these problems like guests/visitors/customers that are super guai lan to the max.
make them feel at home, let them give me hell.
just let them stay for as long as possible.
and the problems will one day leave.
when they leave, i give a big sigh of relief.
and say this to the problems...
THANK YOU & FUCK YOU!!!
and life goes on...
if you got no money,
perform a money miracle,
and money will drop from the sky.
if you are unhappy,
perform a happy miracle,
and happiness will flow into your veins.
if you are black and white,
perform a rainbow miracle,
and you will feel colorful.
if you are feeling hurt,
perform a healing miracle,
and your wounds will close.
just press DON! DON DON!! DON DON!! (x. xx. xx.)
but seriously, some things just cant be helped.
pressing "x. xx. xx." wont help either.
deal, dont dwell?
sometimes its just too hard.
we try, but what if we still cant do it?
heck care?
there are some things that we just cant heck care about it.
scream your lungs out?
but no sound comes out.
laugh over it?
then why do tears flow during the night?
share about it?
everyone has different problems, it's hard to truly understand, unless if they are in the same situation.
sleep and hope for a good dream?
and wake up feeling the same again.
then how?
actually, i really dont know.
but i've learnt something.
i am grateful to have these problems in my life.
these problems suck to the max, i dont want them in my life.
but still, they make me grow.
these problems make me think alot.
they have made me think like never before.
never had i think so much and so deep.
and even though i have thought so much,
the problems are still there!
you see, there are really some things that cant be controlled.
yup, so since i cant do anything about the problems,
i'll just treat these problems like guests/visitors/customers that are super guai lan to the max.
make them feel at home, let them give me hell.
just let them stay for as long as possible.
and the problems will one day leave.
when they leave, i give a big sigh of relief.
and say this to the problems...
THANK YOU & FUCK YOU!!!
and life goes on...
Sunday, March 15, 2009
cry
is it over yet?
can i open my eyes?
is this as hard as it gets?
is this what it feels like to really ___, ___?
can i open my eyes?
is this as hard as it gets?
is this what it feels like to really ___, ___?
Monday, March 09, 2009
right angle.
a 180 degree change over the past 3 years.
positive to negative,
'always noisy' to 'prefer to shut up',
extrovert to introvert.
the problems i faced,
have changed me too much.
it's so comfortable to bottle things up,
i'm so used to it, that it's difficult to change.
ok, i dont know why i am typing this.
my mind is at work again.
and it always work when i'm alone.
but right now, i really can see how much i have changed.
when i'm with people, i get drained easily and need to recharge after some time.
but last time, it's the other way round.
now, i enjoy thinking and exploring my thoughts and feelings.
right angle,
i'll try.
i'll not let situations change me anymore.
i will make the change,
change to be a better person,
a better son,
a better brother,
a better friend,
to be better in what i love to do.
positive to negative,
'always noisy' to 'prefer to shut up',
extrovert to introvert.
the problems i faced,
have changed me too much.
it's so comfortable to bottle things up,
i'm so used to it, that it's difficult to change.
ok, i dont know why i am typing this.
my mind is at work again.
and it always work when i'm alone.
but right now, i really can see how much i have changed.
when i'm with people, i get drained easily and need to recharge after some time.
but last time, it's the other way round.
now, i enjoy thinking and exploring my thoughts and feelings.
right angle,
i'll try.
i'll not let situations change me anymore.
i will make the change,
change to be a better person,
a better son,
a better brother,
a better friend,
to be better in what i love to do.
Friday, March 06, 2009
my lighthouse.
one day, i will get there.
but when will that day come?
the lighthouse now shines a dim light.
so dim that no ship can see its light from afar.
but the light is still there, just not noticed.
even if just one ship notices the light,
i would be happy.
i'll just keep trying, until that day comes.
i want the light to be noticed, not the lighthouse.
but when will that day come?
the lighthouse now shines a dim light.
so dim that no ship can see its light from afar.
but the light is still there, just not noticed.
even if just one ship notices the light,
i would be happy.
i'll just keep trying, until that day comes.
i want the light to be noticed, not the lighthouse.
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