i am not gonna think of running away and quitting and giving things up half way. this is the road i chose...the road that i wanted to walk. i can't just have those illusions and thoughts to make me wanna give up just like that. it is just not fair to myself.
i promised myself to continue the journey...and that is what i am gonna do. if i can't keep a prmoise that is so easy to keep, how can i keep promises for other people.
i was disillusioned, and i can remember something like this that happened before last year. and i ran away...but i can't run away now...not at a time like this. i don't want to make the same old mistake this year...cause i realised i made a dumb move last year. i will miss 11th coy forever. but for now, i'll just have to finish the journey i started. i will not think of quitting GLs anymore.