Saturday, March 03, 2007

isn't it time?

to MUM:
the minute you stepped into the house, you've been talking about how miserable and sad you are. i don't mind you talking about such things to me. i understand how you feel...
but don't you realise you have been telling me about the same things over and over again?
it's been 2 years already, don't you even feel bored telling me these things already?
whatever that has happened has already happened, you can't change time, you can't change what happened. it's just so sad to see you hold the same old grudge for 2 years. it's even more sad to see that nothing has changed after 2 years.
i am so sick about all the things you keep telling me. i've listened for so long, it is time you listen. just for that few moments at least.
i told you what i could tell. but you didn't want to listen. tears rolled down as i spoke, yet all you did was just be ignorant.
whatever i have said, i have already said it. it is all up to you now. just hope that you'd make the right move, you know more and better than i do, so you should know what to do at least.
but remember this, it takes 2 hands to clap. like what you told me before (many times).
not only for the sake of your loved ones, but for your own sake...
you may think that your way would make you happier, but you are wrong. i know what is going to happen, though i am not some kind of fortune teller or person who can tell the future.
but i do know...
oh well, i did what i could, rest is up to you to decide.