all bout 2006.

the year 2006 has past really really quickly. it seemed like 1st jan 2006 was just yesterday. to me, it has been quite an eventful year, really different from 2005.
hmm, so let me try to do some flashbacks...think of all the wonderful moments i had this year. here i go...
i miss PSB Corp. seriously. really have to thank uncle albert and bob for showing me the actual working environment and such. they are definitely nice people and i'll never forget them. had also learnt so much from them too.
and definitely, i have to thank God for giving me good results for my O's...one of my happiest moments indeed.
well, i am glad that i got enrolled into NP and also entered the course i wanted. and really, i did not make the wrong choice. why do i say that? because of the friends that i have made of course.
ever since i entered poly, life has changed. it is no more that kind of 'wake up early every morning and go to school in your school uniform for morning assembly and sing national anthem' life. it is just different. and it seems like time passed even faster. not to forget the nice lecturers we had and also the 'not so nice and evil' ones.
and what's so amazing is that...my network of friends just started to grow and grow without me even realising. and of course...this would not have happened if i didn't join GLs.
so...i do ask myself these questions...'what if i decided to study in a jc instead of a poly? would i be happy? would i be doing fine in there? is it really greener on the other side? would this blog even exist?'
sometimes i just wonder...
this year, i definitely had loads of ups and downs...loads of obstacles to face. and i've defintely emo-ed much much more than 2005. but the good thing is that these 'emo times' helped me go deep in my thoughts and really make me think and ponder about life.
even at times when i am down...i still put a smile on my face and act as if nothing is wrong with me in front of my friends. but anyway...i felt that all the hiccups have made me stronger. all the lessons i learnt have made me grown. not physically...but emotionally...the growth isn't obvious...but every small growth counts and eventually add up to a BIG growth. and of course after reflecting in these experiences and such, i must say i have matured...not alot...not obvious...but still, it is there.
i have to thank my family and friends for all the happy moments i had with them. they have made my year a great one. not to forget...this blog...love it so much cause it is the place where i can share my emotions and also bout my life. really thank this blog for being part of my life for the past 5 months.
so all in all...this year has been a wonderful year for me. and i want to enjoy the last few days of 2006 and start a brand new 2007 and make it a beautiful one.
this will be the last post of 2006 and i will not be blogging until i come back from malaysia.
till then...Happy New Year Everyone! bye.

a shopping list not done.

xmas is over, 2006 is ending, holidays are ending, 2007 is coming and school is starting soon. and i have not done my shopping yet...rawr! i must seriously go shop for more clothes, cause the holidays are the only days that i am super free to go shop...how can i possibly find the time to shop when school starts?
but the good thing is...i will be going malaysia on the 30th dec - 2nd jan...haha.
will go genting first...then to KL. will be keeping my eyes really BIG and spot for nice clothes and stuff.
today is kinda fast...it is like evening already. okok, i slept very late, 4am...cause i couldn't sleep and then i woke up at bout 2pm. 2pm!!!
so yea, i think that's all bout it. can't blog much either.

i'll miss santa.

xmas day is over. and the new year is getting closer and closer. actually i can't wait for 2007 to come.
so yea, i woke up in the morning and i watched tv. xmas movies and shows. all bout the joy and spirit of xmas. i love xmas shows and you know why???
because their endings are always sooo sweet and nice. even the bad guys become good and have a good ending, not like those normal typical shows we watch most of the time where the bad guys have some tragic death or ending. xmas shows are just different.
and as usual, i have been munching on chocolates. i seriously got to stop this munching of chocolates. i am addicted to it, more than coffee. i have seriously ate too much chocolates this holidays. and i think i have gained weight...more mass. not muscle mass, but FAT mass.
i am currently preparing myself for the new year. this whole week would be preparations and more preparations. WOW JoeL! what an achievement! first time preparing for new year!
but prepare what? well, prepare myself for an upcoming wonderful(i hope) new year of course. i want to make 2007 a better year than 2006.
sososo, before i go...i've got a story to tell you people. i came out with the story leh.
Title: The Story of Adam & the 2 Eve-s
Author: JoeL
here goes...
On this very particular year, the day before xmas, Adam forgot to buy xmas Eve her present. xmas Eve got so angry, she left Adam.
Adam spent xmas all alone.
But the good thing was, after xmas comes new year.
So on the day before the new year, Adam met this girl calles new year's Eve. They started a whole new year together and lived happily ever after.
The End.

haha, nice right.

Merry Xmas!!!

xmas is finally here.

Merry Xmas to everyone!

and not to forget a happy NEW YEAR too!

eve.

just changed my blogskin and did abit of changes here and there.
hope you guys like it.
it's christmas eve.
a rainy one.
bye.

drown me.

chocolates are good, they are nice.
i have been eating loads of chocolates lately...it makes me happy. but only for a while.
they are like painkillers, they relieve the pain that is in you for a while.
but that same old pain comes back.
and in goes another piece of chocolate...and i feel satisfied.
come to think of it, chocolates are like drugs too.
you become somewhat addicted to it...craving for more.
without them, that pain returns and soon you feel awful.
withdrawal symptoms.
i need more chocolates.


*i am gonna grow fat this holidays*

Dear JoeL,

i've just received this traumatizing email which really has traumatized me. i can't believe my eyes. goodness gracious me. i am seriously traumatized.


don't believe?

see...told ya.



alright here is the email...here goes:



Low Attendance Notification: JOEL SEE JIAN LIANG, 2IPC

Dear JOEL SEE JIAN LIANG,
Please be informed that your attendance level is about to fall below 85% should you be absent one more time from the following module/class:
Module: BIOTECH/ 2IPC
Description: INORGANIC & PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY
Please note that if your attendance falls below 80%, you could potentially be debarred from examinations for this module.
Thank you.




wow...i really am traumatized.

old days.

shall update bout yesterday...since it is like already wednesday.
firstly, would like to thank xl for tutoring me and steph on differentiation. your help has been deeply appreciated. haha.
i am so addicted to curry puffs now. just love them now. haha.
after tuition with xl and steph...and also eating curry puffs with xl at clementi...went all the way to downtown east for 4e1's class chalet...ok i went for the bbq only. haha. i miss my sec sch classmates. i miss 4e1. it has been really long...like 1 year. and stuupid rain...the bbq was like indoor...like next to the room, the room was so smoky. but i didn't help in the bbq-ing of the food. i am bad at it. must thank the chefs...haha.
4e1 is the best class ever...though we spent 2 years together...but the times we spent together were sweet.
i feel kinda sad too, that we had to part. it has been a year...but it seems like i kinda drifted away. really wished i could stay for the night and spent more time with you guys. loads of catching up to be done...i know...but i am not sure what is wrong with me, i can't start a conversation or just open my mouth and talk or something. seriously, what's wrong with me?
oh...and also...after 1 year...got to see thomas than too...haha...no more mr than. kinda miss the times when he nags and reminds the class to work hard and stuff. miss his chemistry class too. haha.
we played 'dai di' too...and i am improving...i won 1 game out of i think 4?...ok it is an improvement. lol.
overall...the bbq was fun. but the 'getting-to-see-my-dear-friends' was more fun fun fun. i miss the old days. hope we can have more outings and stuffs. till then, will miss you guys.
oh...and thanks esther for the lift back home. haha.
omg...it has been like raining and raining again and again...on and off these 2 days. and i hate it. it is cold...wet...boring. rain please go away.
alright...shall end it here. tatas.

screw it.

sometimes one cannot be a nice person...when you become nice...that person will be an ass.
seriously...wtf.
i was being nice and you said something that pissed me off. you seriously have to watch your damn bloody mouth.
i was trying to help you but yet you pissed me off.
alright...forget it. if you think you are so smart then do it yourself...why do you need my help? i was helping you in another way...but it seems it is not of any help to you. you don't seem to understand at all.
look who's being the stubborn one...stop contradicting yourself. seriously.
fine...if this is what i get...that i am not gonna care anymore.
no use being nice and kind to you when you don't even appreciate any help given to you and that you just want things to go your way which i seriously don't think it would help you at all.
now you have spoiled my appetite.

sorry my friends...just venting my anger here.

break free.

woohoo!!! common tests are over!!! 2 weeks holiday is here...finally, i can break free from all the studying and stuff. haha.
yay! so happy that physio paper is over...and that it was pretty easy...ok it is like the only paper that i have confidence that i will pass. but i know i will not have a very good pass...cause i never study much. the paper was like 2 hours...but many finished the paper like before 1 hour.
haha...steph brought her Death Note...lol...plot out wong yet ling's death...bwahaha. evil but fun.
Name: Wong Yet Ling
Date of Death: 24 Dec 06
Time of Death: 2359
Cause of Death: Human Combustion

cool right?...
hmm...what if it really happens???...then there will be no more emu math teacher. LOL!
anyway...since the holidays are here...i will need to plan on what i will do during these 2 weeks...i can't be staying at home rotting all day. there are like so many things to do. rawr! i can't wait.
alright...shall end it here...need some rest from all the studying and stuff which really drained me out mentally. lol.

memory space.

shall just blog bout the IPC paper...the paper was alright...with a few screw ups here and there...but i hope i seriously can pass. fingers crossed.
had breakfast with steph, alvin, charmaine, nadjmi, xl, donald and denyse at al-ameen...hope i don't lao sai the next day...once again...fingers crossed.
i wonder how am i gonna stuff all the information into my brain for physio...there is like tons of facts to memorise...and there is so little time. blame it on me for not starting early and such...but oh well...since the situation is now like this...might as well just try my best. 6 freaking chapters...omg. i have the urge to fail this paper...but i don't want to...cause i want to pass. rawr!
can't wait for tomorrow...cause after 11am...it would be the start of the 2 weeks holidays...a break from all the stress, studying, calculations and memorising.
alright, shall start on my physio.XS

Carolus JoeL & his Nomenclature naming system.

microbio was freaking gay!!! gay i say. dr lisa ho very bian tai la...give 1 table 10 marks on history bout microbiologists/scientists...out of 5 of them...i only got 1 right which was a give away...omg. 2/10...how pathetic. how bian tai can she get. steph was the first to finish la...then she gave the paper to the invigilator...i also gave the paper to him...cause seriously cannot do liao...know means know...don't know then too bad ma. andandand...steph and me left earlier than colin...amazing!!! cause usually is colin first one to leave. xl also left with us...the funny thing was...when we left the lecture hall...xl shouted,"DIE LE LA!!! (in chinese)"...omg...damn loud...the whole lecture theatre can hear lo...that was what alot of people told us...they were laughing. LOL!!!
overall...chances of me passing...low.but if i can pass...it would be a miracle!!! lol...miracles do happen...but very rare...so i shall not hope for one to come. oh well...kinda screwed up the paper...but it's over so...shall have to work hard for the final exams. so tomorrow is IPC paper...freaking 1 hour in the convention centre lvl 2...i wonder what kind of kueh-tions dr kueh will set...would it be alot of calculations or theory...or a good mix of both. shall see tomorrow.
woo...had a nice nap which made me really refreshed...but i feel like going back to sleep and not study...the thought of this word just makes me yawn. haha.
alright...byebye. i tell you if i were to go out of my house...i would die...cause it is raining so very heavily outside...with thunder and loads of lightning...dangerous.

exploding brain.

out of all the 4 papers...only 1 is over...3 is left. and i seriously...don't feel like studying le!!! torture man torture...it's a good thing that today is a "rest" day...too bad gotta still study for the next 3 papers...omg. i wonder how much my brain can take in anymore information. it's like pumping air into a balloon until it grows really big and explodes.
and...the worst thing...is that...today is such a slow moving day la. i hate this feeling. i studied microbio until i want to sleep and die. so energy draining. not much things are entering my brain...oh well...i guess i'll just have to do the test and try my best...just hope that the paper is alright for me.
but a good thing is that today got steph, abe, nikki, denyse, davin, jieying and so on to brighten up my dull studying day. oh ya...in the library...got this guy...really feel like slapping him. ok i know that me, steph, abe and nikki were abit noisy...but don't have to turn back and say this to us," You Girls Are Damn Annoying ar!" omg...i am not affected by the word "annoying"...is the word "girls"...i am not gay or what la...but freaking hello...i am a GUY...i got a long rod that is called a penis. and stupid son-of-baba ass sheep...we are not the only ones that are noisy la...i know it is a library...but please...you would also go noisy and high with your friends if you need not take common tests or whatsoever...so don't go asking us to be quiet and call us annoying because...i know you would do the same as what we did if you don't have any tests...and and and...we also got common tests la...so chill. seeing a calculator next to him...i can then conclude that he is either from engineering, IT or BA...but i feel that engineering students are friendlier than IT and BA. so maybe he is from IT or BA. i seriously don't like students from IT or BA man...so unfriendly...not like students from LSCT...so friendly. =P
actually hor...if we argue back at the guy...it's alright what. aiya...but don't make things catch fire la...seriously...i hope that guy fails his tests...seriosuly curse him. curse you...stupid guy. so fat yet wear such tight clothes...and also...his hair looks like some cock hair...and his face looks worse than an orge. well described. he has small beady little eyes...his mouth looks like a punani...his nose looks like a volumetric flask...and i can continue to go on describing his crappy face but i shall not cause i don't want to waste my energy. that guy is gay...seriously gay.
alright...feeling really tired. hope the common tests just end real soon...then i can go enjoy the 2 weeks break. just gotta hang on. warararara!!!

low HP.

omg...had my math common test just now at 11am...rawr! seriously...i think i am screwed for the test. it's not a real killer really...but it just makes you want to suicide badly. ok la...i am not depressed or what la...but really...shit! seriously hope i pass...just a little pass???...50%??? my fingers are crossed.
oh well...a good thing xl is willing to help me and steph learn how to master the art of pwning math.
so...1 paper gone...3 more to go. feeling abit better as the suckiest paper is over...will just have to wait till next year when wong yet ling starts yakking at me bout my paper. oh no...the sucky feeling.
oh ya...so after the test, me, steph, abe, xl, denyse and nadjmi went KAP macs to eat. had loads of fun talking and crapping...from random stuffs to "not-so-pleasant" stuffs. lol. and abe is soooo tomato-y today...i wonder if anyone would know if she were to bleed profusely...LOL. and also abe has a new nickname...called,"ABLE." nadjmi calls abe..."abel" actually...but it sounds like "able"...so yea...she is now called able...and she has a new learnt attack...called..."DISABLE!"
so after that...went home. seriously didn't feel like going home but no more place to go liao...so come back home lo. hehe. doing math seriously can drain you out...now i low HP...have to recover. byebye.

happy me.

wahahaha!!! alright...2nd post today...but who cares. cause i wanna announce this so badly. cause i very happy. haha.

so i went out with my mum...to orchard. cause had to go wheelock there go do x ray on my toothie...so after that went shopping. actually before we actually started our shopping journey, entered this adidas shop at wheelock...go there look look see see...then my mum asked me what i looking for...i told her say orange jacket. so from there...the journey began.

headed to paragon...go there see...got 1 orange jacket...but my mum say very girly cause the stripes is light blue.

next...to heeren. saw the same jacket we saw at paragon. but then...i saw something that made my eyes grow really big...another orange jacket. this time...the stripes is dark blue. ok actually before that...saw this dark blue one with orange stripes. haha. so in the end...i chose the orange one...cause the dark blue is the last piece and also display and also confirm quite a number of people try out liao...want to take new one instead. yay!!! so i very happy. =))

my mum say this is my birthday and xmas pressie. lol. opps...and in the...my mum never buy anything for herself. =XX she only brought her watch go repair only...opps. i feel bad but i shall go look around and get her a pressie too. exchange ma. lol.

ok...so i will be having mushroom swiss double for dinner...ok actually supposed to be my mum's...but cause during lunch in BK...she found out that the burger is beef...and she doesn't eat beef...but i told her is beef. lol.

ok...back to math. here's a picture i took...my jacket neh...ok la...not nicely taken. hehe.

12 hours.

omg la...i slept for 12 freaking hours!
i fell asleep last night at bout 830pm...and when i woke up. it's 830am!!! so that means i didn't even studied...not even for a single minute. man...this sucks.
so now...after typing this post...i must study liao. just 2 days before first paper starts. and the first paper is math...oh well...good thing the most suckiest paper starts first. it's a good thing that the test stops at differentiation (chain rule)...if not i will be soooo dead if it reaches the later parts.
alright...off to doing math. i can do it. and i must do it.

rawr.rawr.rawr.

time to blog!
alright...today went to school early for nothing. actually supposed to do CATS...but in the end...found out that the group work no need so kan chiong do finish. in the end...playing Marvel vs Capcom in rees' lappy...jia lat. play until siao...think he need to bring his lappy go servicing liao. jkjk. venom is a gay character.
sososo...late for CATS class...then got short short presentation of all the groups' products...wah...sabrina say our product improve le...haha. but what to do...students from LSCT are full of surprises...BS students no surprises one. then got pwn-ing session also...ok la...is basically just asking a few questions bout the partnering groups' product...andandand...my group ask like 10 questions while the rest are like only 5. once again...LSCT students are the PWN. LOL. i know it may seem like we are bad...but we are helping the group...it is for their own good.
hip hop...walau...i know i wols and blur la...but no need laugh at me ma...rawr.rawr.rawr.rawr.rawr. =.=
haha.
formation come out liao...very fast la the song...especially the behind screw up most. but nvm ok...i've just practised it and i think i am alright liao...is just that just now i wols and also abit blur. haha. my group have to think of what colour top we all need to wear...i say orange. =P
so yea...think that's all bout today. well...gotta study soon...but still dinner comes first. sian la...don't have much time liao...gotta give full force. =X
ok byebye.

addictive.

alright...i can't really blog much bout today...cause nothing much happened. all i can say is that i skipped IPC tutorial and came to school only for microbio practical and tutorial. haha. E.Coli is cool. LOL.
so the common tests are like just next week. and i have not really started much. yayaya...i know it is time for me to panic and start studying before i flunk all my papers. okok...i seriously need to start...high time! i was like pokemon-ing...this time "Fire Red Version"...omgomg. so addictive la...i shouldn't be playing pokemon...not at a time like this. rawr! ok...no point talking so much and in the end achieve nothing...actions JoeL! actions!
sososo...need to quickly plan for the common tests...a very very quick one...abit late but better than never.
hope all the damn tests will be over asap...so that i can enjoy my xmas & happy new year. -.-
good thing there is a break from GL trainings...got more time to study.
alright...i am out! bye.

stronger.

i feel so much stronger...so much more than my yesterdays. ok i did not go to the gym and train...is more bout me, myself and i.
i was fearful for the past few days, weeks or even months. but i am no longer afraid...cause i have grown. i can finally look forward and not brood over the past. i just feel so happy now...no more worrying. i can spend my days and nights happily...cause i know i am no longer alone...i have my family and friends who care bout me so much. and i appreciate that alot. thank you guys.
and yea...sorry bout the dull post yesterday...and i also want to apologise to those i have thrown my tantrums on. really sorry...i was not me. and i also want to thank those who showed their concern...i feel much better now. so no need to worry alright?
omg...this is such a great moment to play "Stronger- Britney Spears" la!!! haha.
tomorrow would be a better day. yes it will. =)
oh ya...darn it...got back my math quiz 2 today...haha. i got the same marks as the first quiz...omg la. failed by 2 marks...and i could pass one lo...lol. nvm...shall work harder. things like this ain't gonna make me fall.
so alright...i shall end this wonderful post here. and oh ya...like to wish abe a safe trip to her "over the sea (overseas)" trip. hope you enjoy your time and do take care.
andandand...ANYONE KNOW WHERE TO GET A NICE ORANGE JACKET??? haha. planning to get one...but i don't mind if any kind souls get it for me instead...haha.=PP
ok byebye.

scared.

screwed up my IPC practical test...the last few questions were left not properly done. oh well...i tried my best during the test. experiment went on well...but not the calculations. chances of me failing...very high. almost impossible for me to pass. so now i know that i really need to be focused more on my studies.
i am feeling scared. so scared. scared of many things. i wish this fear would just go away...it makes me worry day and night. i just hate it. i wonder when this fear would be gone...and i hope it will go away asap.
back to studying.

xmas list.

hohoho...alright it is a bit too early to talk bout xmas...but who cares. cause this is the month to go "hohoho". sososo...though it is only like the second day of december...which is still quite some time before xmas arrives...i shall just come out with a list of things i want for xmas. haha. here goes nothing:
1) Orange jacket- to keep me warm. =D
2) Orange wallet- my wallet is in very bad condition.
3) New phone??? but i still love my samsung E730...but the problem is...very little memory.
4) New bag- my turtle shell is becoming to small for me to fit in. =P
5) Orange watch- so that i can tell time better. LOL.
6) More T-shirts- prefer white/black/anything that looks nice.
7) Cargo pants- haha =))
8) Good Health- i want the stay healthy so that i can enjoy every moment in this world. being sick is not nice.
9) Stay happy- =)
10) Good results- who doesn't want good results?
11) ipod- can listen to music everywhere.
12) a xmas tree with loads of pressies placed under it.
13) turkey- yumyum. been quite some time since i last ate it.
14) enjoy xmas with my family and friends.
15) & a Happy New Year- 2007, coming very soon.

haha...alright so here is the list...may be a bit too long. but not that bad la. but xmas is not all bout getting pressies...so i shall be a kind soul too...and try to search for pressies for my dear friends too. but that depends whether i got the money la...i am broke ya know.
alright...byebye. =D

one word to describe.

december is here! which means...christmas is coming!!! but before that, common test...booooo!!! got to start mugging or else i am dead meat. alright...shall update.
sososo...woke up like freaking 730am in the morning because of Red Camp...and in the end...all the Yellow 1-4 all never come la...all the xiaodidi n meimei all PS us...so in the end only got Blue 1-4.
so in the end...me, steph, xl, davin, serene and beesim got nothing to do liao la. all of us except davin have lessons at 1pm but davin's lesson start at 3pm for today...poor thing. at bout 1130am, went megabites to eat lunch. i wasn't that hungry managed to finish most of my chicken chop. so after having such a filling lunch, headed down to LSCT emart and sat 1 row...some sleeping and the rest stoning...the whole row of us look like emo-kias la. haha.
ocne again...CATS class...boring la. and also me and serene were like feeling sleepy...cause we woke up so early for nothing and also the heavy lunch which was filled with carbs.
but the thing that made us alive once again. HIP HOP!!! haha...today was funfunfun but tiringtiringtiring...haha. our 2nd song super fast la...but good thing i managed to follow. phew. my high-o-meter was reaching HIGH mode liao...then want to practise more la...but by the time reach HIGH liao...lesson end. but nvm...cause still got next week. haha. so cool la the dance steps...i want to make sure i dance nice nice...haha. so must practise. heehee.i wonder how the dancers get like so flexible...when they dance, their body is like woohoo...damn zhai. so sad...why i got bad coordination problem...whywhywhy? =(
after hip hop, i was perspiring...but it felt somewhat good...sweat out all the ass-y and shitty things that happened this week. well...so went home, nothing much happened after that. so that ends friday's events.
siala...these 2 days have been like humid...even though it rained...still perspiring. come back home feeling sososo sticky la. alright i am gonna end this post here...weekends are here but have to study liao. byebye.

it's ending already?

OMG...it is already the last day of november...so sad la. the month really flew so fast. and common tests are coming soon. boooo!!!

alright...time for some updating.

shall just start with yesterday. didn't do much in school...from IPC tutorial to microbio practical and tutorial. GL training was fun yesterday...the feeling was different from the rest. it just felt different. and the good thing was...our push ups were reduced from 250 to 200...and we managed to reduce it further to 100!!! wow! actually...i won't be able to do it without my fellow GLs. and double bonus...the SGLs celebrated the monthly birthday celebration...this time...for the november babies and december infants! too bad jeremiah never come for training and steph left after PT. haha...cause the both of them also november babies too. awww...lol.

so now bout today. skipped math lecture. was too lazy to get out from my comfy bed. haha. so only went for 1 hour IPC lecture. and got Red Camp...quite alright la. the sec 4 students are like the xiao didis and meimeis...then some of us had to bring them to look look and see see...actually only 2 venues...LT 79 and HLM lab for me. was quite afraid that they won't listen to me when i call them...but good thing they are good boys and girls. haha. and yea...abe came to help me...so got companion...haha. and i did something good for abe...abe should know la. so after everything, me and donald hang out at the bazaar booth selling soy bean milk and grass jelly. the booth is being looked after by some SGLs and GLs. at bout 530pm...went home.

so tomorrow is the start of december. how fast man. the year 2006 is gonna end very very soon. haha. alright shall end this post here. oh ya...abe used her phone and took this really cool picture of me. haha...ok i find it nice la. haha. i know...i am BHB. =P
byebye.

fugly fugly fugly.

RAWR! math sucks...serious. i don't hate math actually...math just sucks with wong yet ling around. never peaceful. other than that...math is alright.

had my math quiz today...screwed up. and wong yet ling scolded me just because i got like 3 questions wrong...okok...the paper was only 6 questions. i lost like 50% or more marks for the damn quiz. but heck it. what really pissed me off was that she actually scolded me like for 5 minutes...and she said i haven't been doing my work. WTF!!! i have been doing my MOL la!!! and i actually know how to do the questions...i got the concept...but you know that feeling you get when you meet a question which you know how to do but you just got stuck in the middle not knowing how to move to the next step. and seriously, if i haven't been doing my work...i wouldn't have come for the quiz la...and also i wouldn't know how to do a single little question. it just makes my blood boil. grrr...

after my physio lecture...during the 2 hours break...i was so bored la. did MOL...but was so tired of it. good thing nadjmi helped me out in differentiation. thanks loads.

back to wong yet ling, she is a FUGLY EMU!!! serious. i found a picture of a funny emu...with sharp teeth! omg. i edited it...and i compared it with wong yet ling...they both look alike.

had boring math lecture, laugh until stomach pain la. volumetric flask...LOL. autoclave...LOL.
alright...i am out. here are some pictures of the fugly emu...she is not a normal emu you see in the zoo...

raindrops falling.

i just love the rain...although sometimes it comes at the wrong time. but i love the rain...especially when you are under it. the feeling of the raindrops hitting on your skin, it is just so refreshing. it makes me feel more alive. the rain makes you wet...for me, who cares if i am wet and under the rain...i want to enjoy the rain as much as i can...except when it is raining so damn heavily la.
it feels so good to eat a hot bowl of laksa at home during rainy days...the feeling is so good. the taste just makes you feel warm...so warm that you would forget the coldness of the rain. the aroma of the laksa makes you feel happy...so happy that your sadness just falls like raindrops...like the rain.
i love the rain.

door to door. up and down.

wow! today was a wonderful day. haha. alright...went to school like so early in the morning...cause helping BB NP Primers to publicize Sharity Gift Box (SGB) by giving out flyers to residents ma...first time doing the publicizing...although i did warehouse, station booth and delivery before during my BB days in secondary school.
it was kind of a new experience...going from block to block...door to door at bukit panjang. my group was cluster 5...got me, jeremiah (Varda peep+GL), sharon (SGL) & ben lim (SGL)...and also led by 2 leaders. we splitted up so that our work would be more efficient. at first, me and jeremiah were pretty slack. butbutbut...after that, i decided to take it abit more seriously...cause it would be kind of a waste of time if i slacked throughout. so yea...our 2nd block...i started to talk to the residents...it was scary but once i got the hang of it...it became easier. some were nice but some were mean. some purposely don't want to open door. and bukit panjang has 1 major problem...got loads of door bells not functioning properly. some resident's homes looked really beautiful, while some looked ordinary. never go into their homes la...just look through the door ma.
had KFC for lunch...and i don't know why my apetite so small la...couldn't finish my 2 pieces of chicken. sigh...
continued with the publicizing and we ended at bout 230pm...i think. ended so much earlier than expected.
met the other SGLs and also some GLs...and soon...we found ourselves slacking and chit chatting at BPP macdonalds. but kind of got dc-ed from the conversation here and there...cause abe and jeremiah la...keep using codes and stuffs. make life difficult man.
felt that i spent the day pretty well...but don't think i will be going for next week's one...have to collect the donations leh. heavy sia. imagine inside 1 big bag got i sack of rice+canned food+biscuits+oil+soy sauce+instant noodles...can die one man. i carried before, it's a killer. lol.
alright byebye.

math can prove.

haha...here is a picture i found...really interesting and amazing how this person can derive such answers to prove that girls are evil. lol. alright...some girls are evil...not all of them. the power of math and english. enjoy. (click to enlarge.)

kaze! gone like the wind.

hi to all once again. time for me to blog bout today.
hmm...math lecture...after the first half of lecture...when having a short break in between...me and a few of my fellow GLs sat outside the lecture theatre and chatted here and there...all the way till the end of the second half of the lecture. really nice to chat...hope we can all do this more often. LOL.
skipped IPC lecture. haha. did some questions in MOL.
hmm...nothing much to talk bout today.
had a long day in school...ok not long actually...cause lessons end at 1pm for me. but i stayed in school until pretty late.
wow!!! tomorrow is friday again!!! the week has past real quick. can't wait for S&W tomorrow...but before that...got CATS and need to hand in the stuuuupid assignment. CATS is dumb, the module, not the animal.
alright, shall end it here. good night.

screw MOL upside down.

WTF!!! i HATE MOL!!! it is the shittiest thing that i ever come across in my entire life!!!

why must there be MOL?! whywhywhy???

MOL sucks...screw MOL. MOL is crap. bullshit. rubbish. punani.

well...now i am trying to clear whatever undone work there is in MOL so that wong yet ling doesn't yak yak yak and yak...after that...then i'll slowly understand the sums and stuff.

alright i shall blog bout something nicer and more pleasant.

yay!!! i have downloaded the song "Baby It's You- JUNE" !!! woohoo!

oh man...gotts sleep soon. need to wake up real early.

so before i go, here is a picture of my saccharomyces cerevisiae taken during today's microbio practical...beautifully done. what a beauty! haha. bye!

the beats rock.

S&S day is over...performance went on really well...everyone gave their very best for the final performance. was made one of the bodyguards for the belle & beau competition...together with alvin(=P...laugh at me somemore la..haha.), augustine, nicole, denyse and caryn. -.-"'
ok...the word "bodyguard" is too...hmmm...not suitable for me. escort would be a much better word. haha. but hor...being escort also not bad la...get to take photos also...bwahaha.
and xl is evil...i found the heart sticker on the floor then paste on me...then he go grab it away from my shirt...so sad la. after all the nice things i did for him, he grab my heart(sticker) away. okok...that sounds gay. opps. don't anyhow think ar.
walau...MOL is seriously like shit la...i hate doing MOL...it just sucks. i still haven't started on lo-gay-ism la...wong yet ling is starting to yak at me. so got to finish them by this weekend? seriously got to start or else...all the undone work will just pile up and drop down on me in the end and i will have a hard time finishing them.
alright shall stop here for today. bye.

cough cough go away.

oh man...coughing really badly...more of a dry cough...it's so irritating...i hope the cough goes away as soon as possible. i am now like coughing every single minute. who knows i may just cough my lungs and heart out from my mouth.
S&S day is tomorrow...half day nia...ok not really half day for the performers. hope everything goes smoothly and that our GL performance will be like today's rehearsal...like so well done. haha.
alright...shall end it here. shall cough my way out of here. +.+

zakeru!

november is ending soon...too soon. omg. soon...december would come and go and a new year will begin.
hmm, since i've got nothing much to blog bout...i shall just post some photos taken last thursday...it's been a long time since i posted photos...so here you go. thanks to wei san for the photos!

paddling all the way.

alright...time to update.
so i shall start with friday first. CATS...got nothing much to say bout it...hmm...butbutbut...my group kept laughing until stomach pain le. S&W...hip hop...fun as usual...and we now have to remember the moves.
LSCT Night Cycling was fun and tiring. same group with my fellow GLs...group 6...serene and beesim PS us...go join their class...haha. my group was the last to set off...think bout 1230am...but we managed to catch up with group 5. haha...we are zhai! cycled to lau pa sat and makan...laksa and a few sticks of satay...andandand...thanks to mr mak...he treated denyse, xl and me to drinks. so sweet right.
the journey back was short...reached school at bout 530am...and everyone came back dirty and smelly...eeeee. lol.
oh...and i fell 3 times while cycling...haha...clumsy me. the first fall almost made me lose my group...and i lagged behind la. but no injuries. the second fall was dumb...had to turn but in the end i never turn properly...got a scratch on my elbow...and it made the chain on my bike loose...had to paddle more though the gear is at its heaviest. the third one was "donno what to say"...haha.
after the whole cycling fun...slacked at KAP macs...darren and wei san ate their breakfast...while i ate my hash brown and drank my iced milo. took a cab back home...and bathed and slept. i couldn't make it for my dental appointment la...so my mum changed the appointment to another day. woke up at 5pm...haha. i am a pig. and here i am now...blogging.
alright...byebye.

sianz.

wah...today is such a boring day la. from math lecture to IPC lecture and then all the way to S&S rehearsal.
oh well well...at least had dinner with my fellow friends. haha. with serene, eileen the asshole (LOL!), kai hua, darren, joan and xl. ate and crapped loads. time passes so quickly when one is having fun. 1 and a half hours flew away like that.
yea!!! tomorrow is friday le...so fast. exciting highlights for tomorrow: S&W hip hop and LSCT Nite Cycling.
can't wait...so exciting. haha. imagine the fun!
well...will need to sleep earlier tonight...so that will have enough energy to HIGH and of course cycle. hehe.
alright...i am out! bye!

airy inside.

haha...this is my 100th post ever since i created this blog of mine. 100!!! it is 100 posts old!!!
had GL training today...and i realised i didn't bring my underwear(TK)...OMG!!! andandand group 7's games were freaking wet. my TK and shorts were dripping wet man. but group 7 did a good job...nice games. GLs are gonna perform for S&S Day...so happy la...but hor i very du lan with 1 of the percussionists...in pots & pans...some should know bout it la...don't wanna blog bout it here...make the post so dull. okok...i know GLs should be a whole big family la...but hor...such things is inevitable. so yea...had to go home without any TK...and plus my pants very baggy lo...so airy la. xl also never bring TK but we wore his wet TK back home...so tam tam one...eeeee. and i am accepted into the TK wang sch!!! hahaha. took cab home in the end...hehe.
okok...i going to sleep soon...long day ahead later. goodbye.

bomb of pain.

i went to the dentist after school...that explains why i couldn't follow some of my friends to go eat at al-ameen. so yea...reason going there...cause of 1 freaking bump on my gum...which doesn't seem to disappear...and it keeps coming back. this thing actually happened like quite long ago...like since the first day of montuwed camp???...but i thought it wasn't something serious. my mum thought it was an ulcer...cause it looked like one. dentist did a x-ray on my gum there...and he told me that the bump was actually pus at the root of 1 of my tooth...he said that that tooth of mine is like dead...and the nerve is damaged.
he recommended using the "root canal treatment"...which costs like $400...and imagine those drilling done on that tooth...ouch! well, there is another alternative...which is extraction...which should cost cheaper...but more painful i guess...and more bloody? and to fill up that empty space after extraction...a denture must be put on or something.
i seriously don't know which to choose...imagine the pain...good thing my mum will help me get more info on the treatment and stuff. i seriously hope this dreadful moment will just go away.

OMGz.

alright...shall update.
firstly...i'll like to congratulate all the dancers from NRA for performing such a wonderful performance that you all have been practising really hard for the past 6 months. yup...it's DANZATION 2006!!! haha...really love the dance moves la! well...it's a 2 days event...i never help usher on saturday but went to watch yesterday. really amazed with all the cool dance moves la...the dancers bodies very flexible...like rubber like that. how i wish my body is flexible...haha. steph's shoe very cute. haha. the $10 i paid to watch was SUPER DUPER UBER worth it...so much better than watching a movie. and the next amazing thing is that...the dancers could dance with the song "Because Of You- Kelly Clarkson"...omg...that is super zhai!!! WELL DONE NRA!!! oh ya...the percussion also very zhai. haha.
as usual...i skipped IPC lecture again...good thing i passed my card to nadjmi...so he can help me scan. hehe. but i seriously shouldn't skip so many times liao...not good.
and during microbio lecture...suddenly found out got microbio quiz this week la...good thing the quiz is on wednesday...if it is today i die liao. so must study and work hard.

how i wish i could stay in dreamland forever...it seems like sleeping is the only thing that can make me run away from all scary things. i feels so good to be in dreamland...so good that i don't want to leave.

different angles.

most of you guys should know about the "half-filled/empty glass"...this thing just suddenly popped out from my mind when i was about to sleep. and i thought about it. it really makes a difference bout how you think. positive or negative? it all makes sense. so half- filled or half-empty? i do not know the answer...should i go positive or negative...or maybe go neutral...like say," the water level is filled till the middle of the glass." ???
so now...using the same concept as the above...i relate life as a dream. a dream can be good or bad. same goes for a person's life.
a person who thinks positively can say," life is like a sweet dream...though there are times when things go bad...there are just little obstacles to make my dream sweeter or make me stronger so that i can have a much sweeter dream."
a person who thinks negatively can say," life is a nightmare until i die...forever a nightmare...good things just come and go and they never stay for long...they are just little things that trick you cause all good things come to an end."
but for some people...they say this," life is just like a dream...neither sweet nor bitter...in the end it will end and a new different dream will come...just like the dreams we have during our sleep." i feel that these sort of people are people who believe in second life.
so...which one do i choose again...i seriously don't know.
the route one chooses...what he/she thinks or does...different angles...it all makes a difference.

ok...the reason why i am not blogging bout what i did cause...it is getting kind of boring blogging the same old things again and again. if you track back...most of the posts are the same...it is all bout school and stuff...my entries need a change. it needs to be different.

bye.

the groove.

hi everyone. alright time to blog.
IS day today. CATS...same old thing...be creative.
hip hop was fun! today's moves were very basic...finally could keep up. haha. maybe i am just wols la. i love hip hop...the moves very nice la. haha.
did maths quiz on MeL...seriously suck la. failed both...but anyway it is only 5%.


i am really trying...and i feel so tired of it. i don't mean to go quiet out of a sudden...it is just that i can't get into the conversation. and i wasn't emo-ing...i was just being quiet. that's all.


alright...i am out!

in a hood near you.

alright...i shall now update...so shall just blog bout wednesday and thursday.
so wednesday...seriously boring and bad. felt tired and sianned the whole day. had a slight fever before GL training started. was soooo not in the mood la. felt so sianned and i even had this feeling that the push ups will add on alot. and it was true. mostly because of the campus run. but the run was good. so in the end added up from 67 push ups all the way till 262. it is like back to square 1 again la...or even worse. good thing there was group 6's games to cheer me up. group 6's games were fun...and i was made to drink loads of water bout close to a 1.5L bottle in one of the stations...the tic tac toe...haha challenge sufri ma...almost died. made me wanna pee so badly after training. mini schanuzer bit nadjmi's fake balloony boobs. haha. did 62 push ups...so for now 200. also had S&S trial performance for the SGLs. we did quite alright lo. but still can improve. good thing is that the lil fever went away after training. me, nadjmi and xl climbed over the back gate. learnt a great lesson...and i'll never wanna do it again. xl climbed over successfully...monkey la he...nadjmi had a great fall...and for me, my pants got stuck on the barb wire...i was like hanging la. so embarrassing...lucky no big hole on my pants and lucky xl hold on to me...if not i would have been dead.
and now thursday...math lecture again...and then IPC lecture...played mahjong throughout the IPC lecture. slacked. played mahjong. then went home. blah blah blah...
yawn...i am seriously tired man. so shall blog bout the things that will happen later at night...it's morning. lol. for now, shall have a good sleep/rest. good thing tomorrow IS starts at 1pm...phew.
alright...bye for now.

thank you everyone!

hooray!!! it's my birthday!!! alright shall just update bout my special day.
12am...cut cake...nice to eat...i like! thanks to my sister for the t shirt. thanks to my mum for the cake and red packet.
645am...woke up...at first i thought it was 545am...but i looked carefully. i was gonna be late la. lucky sia. if not miss math test.
so went school...math practical...math test. siala. loads of careless mistakes. hope i can pass...lucky wong yet ling never ask me to let her see tutorial done every week. if not die liao.
physio lecture...quite alright la...but felt like sleeping.
math lecture...need i say more?...seriously...wong yet ling is starting to get into my nerves...though she is alright but she yaks too much. just like an emu.
ohohoh...and not to forget...thanks sooo much everyone for making my day special...i am so touched. all of you wore orange t shirt for the day...just for me!!! it is like celebrating another "national" day la...haha. and also thanks for the pressies too...really appreciate them. and also thanks for the TAUPOK session...and also the DING DONGs and not to forget the pinching of my chest/neh. haha. you guys have made my day special...and i'll never forget it. AI NI!!!
ooo...went to play pool with jeremiah, xl, davin, donald, alvin and jieying. denyse tagged along too...but didn't play. donald went off after awhile. i played pretty alright for today. i guess. though i lost more than i won.
hmm...the day past so quickly...soon it will be 8 Nov. haha.
ok now for my birthday wishES...ok it is not 1 wish but a whole list. haha. so here it goes:
1) Be happy always
2) Good Health
3) Good results
4) Orange jacket
5) Orange wallet
6) ...opps.
haha...alright i shall not be greedy. so here's 5 for this year. there will be more next year. haha.
ok...that's all folks. byebye. =))

not done yet.

i feel so screwed.
i've not done loads of things that are needed to be done.
there's math tutorial...MOL...revision for tomorrow's math test.
there's still all of IPC tutorial not done and handed in.
lastly, i've done a single lil revision on each module.
see how screwed am i...
i am starting to fear.
i really need to start.

so bored.

rawr!!!...i am so freaking bored. there is nothing for me to do...and i can't seem to sit down and do math...arhhh!!!
times passes too quickly...omg. ok i seriously don't know why i keep talking bout how time flies like a speeding bullet or whatsoever...but seriously...nothing can beat time. can't time just slow down a little bit?
oh and by the way...to all little students(xiaodidi-s & xiaomeimei-s) taking their 'O' levels tomorrow...good luck. can't believe that 1 year past sooooo quickly. the exams...the exam hall...the table and chair...the papers...the stress. i miss them...NOT!!!
just 2 more days to my birthday...and math test!!! RAWR!!! why must the stuuupid math test be on my birthday...why?! oh well...at least it is not like last year when my birthday was on the FIRST day of the 'O' levels exams. tell me how 'suay' can i be...TELL ME!!!
alright...shall end this post here...IPC lecture with dr kueh tomorrow again...thumbs down! boo....!!! (forcing myself to do math)...bye.

what's happening?

omg...what the heck is wrong with my stomach and digestive system man???...ok...i "lao sai"-ed la!!! and it is most probably because of the prata i ate last night...oh man...i remembered the last time i ate it...the next day also tio "lao sai". is it because of the prata???...or is it because of my digestive system??? it can't be the egg...cause it is cooked. the onions??? that i'm not sure bout it. but i can eat onions la...so should be nothing wrong what...unless the onions aren't cooked properly or something.
but anyway...i am now fine...and i still LOVE to makan prata.
i wish i will not "lao sai" ever again.
i wanna shit properly and i wanna enjoy shitting like last time. =((
well...i've got nothing much to blog for now...will just have to do math.

papaya.

woooooo...the week has past really quickly...it is now friday. omg. so fast la.
IS day today. CATS was alright...could actually fall asleep...my group came out with loads of out of this world ideas...especially from eileen. haha. i like my knife idea. heehee. i so smart.
hip hop was fun once again...but today the dance moves very confusing...difficult to catch up somemore...need loads of practise. i wonder why some people can catch up very easily while i on the other hand, have difficulties catching up. sigh...sometimes being WOLS is not good leh.
went to collect my specs after hip hop...haha. so happy. i got my specs!!! orange and black le...plus got shiny shiny diamonds...haha. huixian got banana specs...and i got my papaya specs...ok i called it papaya because got orange. who got red specs...wanna call it apple/tomato/strawberry specs???
went for S&S audition. overall...everyone did a good job lo. percussionists were zhai. dancers were zhai. everyone gave their best for the audition. have to continus to practise more and more.
went al-ameen to makan...the dancers went to makan at KAP macs...again. always go fast food restaurant...expensive le. so...most of the percussionists went to eat at al-ameen. had my milo dinosaur and 1 egg prata and 1 egg onion prata. same as usual. crapped alot too...hehe.
so after prata, went home.
and...the weekends are coming...so good. can relax for a little more...but also need to study too.
so fast la...3 weeks of school ended...just like that. time is flying too fast.
alright. bye.

title?

alright...i've got nothing much to do. so i shall just take the time to just blog.
so...thursday morning...8am. math lecture. quite alright. started on geometry. stayed awake for the first half of the lecture...but slept for the second half...just couldn't take wong yet ling's nagging and long-winded-ness.
went alumni to eat again with steph and karen. service as bad as usual. i just dislike the staff's slacky attitude. and had fried rice which was just alright. but i still like my hazelnut ice blended. haha.
also had IPC lecture which was only 1 hour. dr kueh is so damn irritating...he can't teach properly...his accent is hopeless...(lone pairs become long pays)...wth. all he does is just make the lecture more confusing and such.
ok...i shall stop complaining.
btw...i've just gotten a pair of specs...went to go look look see see after IPC lecture with my fellow peeps...haha...so happy. lol. hope i get it as soon as possible...only paid $10 deposit. will have to pay the remaining when i collect them. i was wondering how i was gonna tell my mum bout this thingy...cause i am now so broke...and i need to get more money from her (esp to pay the remaining for the specs)...and she will always nag at me bout money. haha. sososo...i told her bout it when i got home...and i told her that i have gotten my own birthday present...haha. what a good excuse to use especially when your birthday is coming real soon. she wasn't angry bout it la...phew...and i told her bout the price of the specs which was to my advantage.
after everything...went back to LSCT...did functions...physio tutorial...slacked. so happy that i finally know how to do inverse functions...but still blur with domain and range functions.
just finished watching bleach 101...haha. next episode will be nice...haha. i hope.
alright...shall end the post here...bye.

f(u)=c(k).

ok...before i actually sit down and do some math...i'll just blog.
had IPC tutorial at 11am...and i tell ya...it's uber boring. i don't understand a single thing dr kueh said...cause of his "excellent" accent and also his "wonderful" teaching. me and abe took a video of him during lesson...quietly of course. haha. really funny. wanted to even make a podcast too...but in the end...don't have.
good thing there was an hour break before microbio practical. today's microbio practical was interesting...saw the sacchromyces cerevisiae that i prepared last week. not badly done. and again...it was a short practical.
no GL training today but had perc + dance combined practise for S&S. audition is coming on friday. so fast.
alright...time for me to do math...and i am still very blur with domain and range functions.
having math lecture at 8am tomorrow...omg. hope i can wake up and be on time.
goodbye.

time to rule.

hooray! the last day of october. and november is coming in just an hour plus.
sososo...shall just blog bout today.
math practical at 8am...boring.
physio lecture at 10am...a super short lecture...cause eddie ong said that he was on MC...omg. and he showed us this video...and there was this part which is freaking gross. the surgeon operating on someone and the heart was like covered with fats and is so disgusting la. not only that...the surgeon is so violent la...shan't talk bout it.
had a long break. just before math lecture started at 2pm...there was this celebration for all the november babies...ok not all la...but some. haha. all thanks to nian shun. nice cake. thanks again.
so during math lecture...functions...omg. so confusing la. but luckily there was wei san and nadjmi beside me to guide me...if not i'll be so lost.
so after lecture...went back to LSCT...talked to steph...and then shing and ben wong were like making kind of funny face at me...like i did something wrong that kind of face. so me and steph did it back at them. haha.
so while steph went to meet her friend...abe came to talk to me. and she tried reverse psycho-ing me la...but too bad...it doesn't work on november babies...immune to it. haha. but had a good time talking to her too.
so went home after everything.
ok...think that is all i am gonna blog bout.

November is finally here!!! to all November babies including me...HAPPY BIRTHDAY and we RULE!!! haha.

fun. fun. fun.

alright alvin...i shall now update. haha. happy?...lol.
ok...today is monday...2nd last day of october!!! woohoo...november is coming!!!
i woke up early today...i wasn't late. i didn't skip any lecture.
had IPC lecture in the morning...same old boring things again. haha...the group of us were like making fun and laughing at dr joseph kueh's pronounciation as usual...so freaking funny la. he has a solar panel on his head and it is the source of his knowledge. haha.
so after the lecture, had IPC practical...today's practical is sooooo fun la. playing with hydrogen gas...using Mg and HCL...me, steph, abe and karen were like having fun drawing on the inflated balloons and taking photos of them. and today's practical was short and sweet...only bout 1hr30 mins only...when it is supposed to be like 3 hrs long. i find the practical teacher nice...so much better than dr "kueh-tions"...haha. and the TSO is so cute la.
had lunch at megabites...and i tell ya...abe is going through puberty. she has a huge appetite la. ate so much...i seriously think abe is not 17 years old. she is a 12 years old MONSTER!!!...she ate so much and she still wanted to eat more la.
sososo...had a long break. and then had microbio lecture...more of a recap and revision la...cause we learnt bout the cell membrane last sem when we studied cell bio. dr lisa ho was like..."wow! you guys know it already."...lol. and sitting beside nadjmi during lectures is very dangerous...because , he will make you get pwned by dr ho. also because, nadjmi always tio pwn by her.
good thing that today was a fun day...cause i didn't get the monday blues. haha.
alright...before i end this post...here are some pictures taken during IPC practical. byebye.

dark hovering cloud.

recently...loads of people have been emo-ing due to many different reasons. well...it is definitely not nice to emo...okok...i am not emo-ing. just bringing out my thoughts...well...all i can say is just look forward. that's all. (ok, as if this answer is gonna be of any help.)
hmm...did nothing today...a real bad day actually. nothing bad happened...but it is just that feeling which you makes you feel "sooooooo not ready and sooooooo don't want" to do something. for example, Math. yes...i tried doing 3 simple sums in MOL...and i couldn't do them...but in the end i finished them and took a nap...cause i knew if i were to continue...i would just explode and die...or maybe a preferred term called "self-destruct". but other than that, nothing happened. find it a slow moving day actually.
by the way...thanks alvin for reminding me bout the fetish for antibodies...but it is sososo not true...if i really had a fetish for it...omg...i will be sexually high for like 24/7 la...and i would have a hard time wearing my pants too...especially my jeans.
i am so addicted to jay chou's songs these few days...i wonder why...but i don't know why. haha...just love the songs.
i don't know why...but i am starting to like chinese songs more than english songs...haha...think is partly because i am changing and also because there aren't many nice new english songs nowadays.
ok shit! tomorrow is monday...hope i don't get the monday blues and hope that i can wake up and go to school for IPC lecture at 8am and not skip anymore lectures and stuff. wish me luck. byebye.

i've realized.

here i am again...blogging.since i've not blogged bout what happened yesterday, i'll just briefly just blog bout it. not going into details...cause it'll just make the post longer and wordy.sososo...IS day yesterday...cool day. registered for LSCT Nite Cycling...can't wait for that day...17/11. CATS class...supposed to draw a table...i drew a coffin...which could be used as a multi-purrpose table...all the way until one dies. still can be used. S&W...hip hop...really cool la...the moves were simple but yet difficult to catch up and also to remember. haha. loads of things happened too...but i'll just fast forward.played pool with xl, hong kai, davin, jieying and jeremiah...lost all matches...not on form. almost won a couple of matches...but in the end lost. played until 11pm...omg. so late.
ok...now for today...woke up early...supposed to be 6am...but in the 645am...time for me to be more disciplined when it comes to waking up early...i used to auto wake up a few minutes before my alarm rings...but now...the opposite.so went for perc practise...and then had a make up physio lecture...didn't really listen in class...and nadjmi sabo-ed me la...now eddie ong thinks i got fetish for "donno what thingy"(forget liao)...but it's soooo not true la. just don't think wrong ok.went for lunch with steph, donald, xl and nadjmi...megabites. had seafood hor fun which was only so-so. and...nadjmi, donald, xl and me saw a Nissan 350Z...took loads of photos...haha. so i think that's about all for today, i'm seriously broke now. how saddening.ok...goodbye.

malfunctioning brain.

hmm...it seems like i've not blogged bout yesterday. so...i guess this post will be a lil bit longer as usual. ok, so here it goes.
yesterday...i skipped IPC tutorial...cause i knew i was gonna be late for it...and i felt like skipping it anyway. so i only attended microbio practical...i really enjoyed microbio practical...really interesting...dr lisa ho also very nice person...so good to have her as both lecturer and practical teacher. haha.
had GL training yesterday too...and it was group 5's games...and i tell ya...it was disppointing. firstly, it was raining. secondly, alot of GLs didn't come for training. thirdly, because of time constraint...because of PT which was curcuit and it took really long...but it was also due to the fact that the weather wasn't good enough to do campus run. and lastly, one of our stations had to be cancelled and not everyone could play our games. so saddening la. from groups 1-4...no rainy days. then group 5 must tio rainy day. group 5 really worked hard for the planning of the games...really planned mostly everything nicely...and it had to be destroyed...because of the freaking rain!!! ok...can't blame mother nature though. well...at least group 5 had loads of fun planning the games and also learnt loads of new things through such exprience. on a lighter note...GLs have NEW GAY SCANDAL!!! ALVIN & XL!!! hahahahaha...during the fruit pole game, so funny...the both of them tried to snatch the grape hung on the bamboo pole...then...they KISSED!!! OMG...haha...okok...not really kissed la...but their lips got touch each other...for like 1 second...though it was fast...but everyone saw it...including all the SGLs over there!!! haha...and my sandwich was a success...looks damn gross la. got celery, chilli sauce, tomato sauce, honey mustard, grapes, watermelon, apple, cucumber...all covered with bread. =)
haha...ok now shall blog bout today...sososo...i was supposed to wake up at 6am and go school for math lecture...but in the end...i overslept and woke up at 815am...and i was already counted absent liao...so might as well go back and sleep...and then i woke up at 1150am...and i happily go bathe...thinking that i will not be late for IPC lecture...when i came out from the toilet and looked at the clock...OMG...i was going to be late for IPC lecture...so i decided to take my time in the end...knowing that i would be so late...i thought my lecture started at 1pm...and in the train...it was like already 115pm...and then suddenly i realized that IPC lecture was over. cause it starts at 12pm!!! i missed 2 lectures just in 1 day. see how WOLS i am...haha.
so i just went to school just to help look after the night cycling booth with abe and the rest...took over wei san's duty...but i didn't do much in the end. lol.
ok so i shall end it here...goodbye(z)...haha.

selemat hari raya.

selemat hari raya to all malays...a day definitely to celebrate bout...1 month of fasting and the day has arrived when all malays can enjoy and eat to their stomachs content. haha. that's good news.
so...today is a public holiday...a good day to do many things. as for me, i'll just enjoy myself and slack at home...but there are some things needed to be done. haha.
well...tomorrow is wednesday...which means...group 5's games...YAY!!! feeling abit nervous...haha...but group 5 will pull through it...cause group 5 is ZHAI!!! haha.
had a long sleep last night...woke up at 1230pm...woohoo...though i had a long sleep...but i had a bad dream...not those monsters and ghosts dreams...shall not explain bout it...i can't even remember most of the dream...so how can i explain. lol. but i hope it doesn't happen in real life.
ok i shall make this post short...cause there's like nothing to blog on a rainy day.

hibernating mode.

really tired now...so tired that i can just hibernate any minute. it's not that like i've done any vigorous activities or such...is just that i slept damn late last night. couldn't sleep until bout 3am. and i was like a living dead during IPC lecture la. lol.
finally gotten to see my IPC practical teacher...can't remember his full name...but his surname is "Ngim"...wonder how to pronounce it. nice teacher but strict. that's all i can describe him. practical ended early today...titration is fun. haha.
microbio lecture was alright today...more of a kind of recap...microbio is interesting la...even watched a video bout bacteria...interesting...but a lil bit too long. almost fell alseep for the 2nd half of the video.
india or china? for me...i'll choose india...but china is communist country...i want to be a communist too...haha. but i guess if i really had the chance...i'll go to either one or both. haha.
now my brain is lagging...o o o k k k. . . .G O O D b y e e e

lao sai.

omg...i wonder what bad thing i ate...cause i was lao sai-ing from the morning all the way to the afternoon...and i lao sai is little bit one each time i go toilet...jieying also tio lao sai and fever...worse than me...think is yesterday we all ate the food at al-alzhar there...but serene never tio lao sai le...wonder what happened. but good thing, the lao sai stopped already...if not later i lao sai until i shit out my internal organs...haha. ok...i know...that's sick. lol.
and so...yea...it is sunday once again. and tomorrow...monday again...how fast time flies...a week just passed just like that. yea...now i don't mind going to school...cause i can be with my fellow GLs...seriously...we have all bonded really really well...for the first few trainings, i didn't know soooo many people la...but now, i know most of them. i think all should feel the same way too. haha...i soooo love to be with the GLs...cause we can all GET HIGH together...it just makes school more and more interesting and exciting. I LOVE GLs DEEP DEEP, PAIN PAIN, CUTE CUTE!!! haha.
was doing some math in MOL just now, and i tell ya...it made my blood boil abit...not because i cannot do the questions...is because of my freaking careless mistakes la...those small errors that had to make me redo the question. from writing number wrongly to even typing number wrongly...how careless can i get man?...and i am abit blur bout the yellow stars in MOL...cause i only have 3 stars but i want to have 4 or 5???...siala...i don't how to get the 4th star. anyone knows how? haha.
ok...i need to go back and prepare some stuffs for tomorrow and such. goodbye.

happy deepavali.

to all indians...happy deepavali...yea. ok i didn't realize that today is deepavali la...just knew it this afternoon...i usually thought that deepavali would be somewhere around november...and i remembered that it was once celebrated on my birthday. haha. lol. haha...november rocks!!! november babies rock too!!!
ok shall blog abit bout today...went to school for both group 5 meeting and also percussion practise...for group 5 meeting...did the proposal and almost done with it...just need to finalise everything before sending it tomorrow. group 5 games are coming really soon...can't wait to get our revenge and also have fun. haha. for percussion practise, practise beats lo...haha. and don't know who spoiled my pot lo...but then don't care la...in the end i made it worst...since it is all damaged, might as well make it more damaged...haha. the aftermath of a percussion practise.
after everything...me, serene, huixian, jieying and peifen went to al-ahzar to eat prata cause al-ameen closed for today. sad. al-ameen nicer. so we ate and talked and crapped...and soon...kai hua and xl joined in...they ate their food while the rest of us continued to crap...haha. overall...all of us talked and crapped together. haha. after that...all of us went our seperate ways. i went home...haha.
ok...i'm out. tomorrow's sunday...omg...the week passes so quickly once again. byebye.

medicine as presents.

yea...Oscar got presents...but not from me...is from the vet. bout 3 days ago, something chaotic happened...Oscar drank abit of Dettol cause the bottle was left on the washing machine with the cap not tightly closed...and the washing machine was used...and it shook and shook until it just toppled down...but it was still on the washing machine. so it was left in that state and it dripped all over the place...i wasn't at home la...got school. and when i reached home...the whole entire place was filled with Dettol...omg. and Oscar's legs were soapy and i suspected he drank some of the liquid. so today, my sis brought him to the vet...cause his tongue was bit red and he kept drooling and coughing and sneezing...but the good thing is that he was lucky...cause the vet said that most dogs die after drinking Dettol... and so...since it is his birthday today, no choice lo...have to spend money on him to see vet and give him medicine as presents. haha. alot of medicine la. so...no birthday cake for Oscar this year...just medicine. haha. hope he faster recovers and then after that can let him enjoy birthday cake...haha.
ok...now i shall blog bout today, went school and met some of my fellow GLs for lunch at bout 12pm...i was abit late...had pasta and huixian destroyed my pasta by putting some cabbage in it...i sad lo...but nevermind i forgive her. haha. then went for CATS lesson...nice lecturer. and for S&W...at first didn't know what to join...but in the end...joined hip hop cause the rest of the sports i not interested...then have to run to get into the sport you want to get in lo...have to get the slot by running...need to be kiasu...omg...run from one end of the lecture hall to the other...chaotic. but fun...haha.
so after that...went up to LSCT and slack abit then a group of us headed down to clementi bookstore cause abe needed to get her textbooks which are sold at a cheaper price. after that...went to cut my hair and then went home. haha.
okok...that's all i am gonna blog bout. bye. haha before i go, here is a photo i took at the SIM carkpark...edited it and called it my own. enjoy!

Happy Birthday Oscar!!!

YAY!!! Oscar is 2 years old!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU OSCAR!!! waited for this day to come once again...can't believe that Oscar has been with me for so long. a special day for him...the day he was born. =)

2 years old (dog) = 14 years old (human)


I LOVE MY MINI SCHNAUZER NAMED OSCAR!!!

yesterday & today.

ok...since i didn't blog bout yesterday...i shall now blog bout both yesterday and today. yeah!
ok...yesterday...had school and then GL training...group 4's games were fun...and yea...my group is the horny group named "Err"!!! GL trainings are getting more and more fun. went back home late last night too...lol.
didn't have much sleep...slept at bout 1am...supposed to wake up at bout 6am...but in the end...woke up at 645am...actually wanted to skip math lecture today cause it starts at 8am...but in the end...went for lecture. but i didn't really listened to wong yet ling...just did the exercises that we were supposed to do. had a long 2 hours break...steph, abe, karen and me went to alumni clubhouse to eat...quite pissed with the malay women...cause she very "yaya"...i ordered fish and chips without beans and coleslaw...but in the end...they were seen on my plate. i told her bout it in a nice manner...and she gave me that "yaya" attitude la...is this the way to serve a customer...though i younger than her??? and of course...didn't enjoy my lunch...cause of such attitude.
dr joseph kueh is also making me quite pissed too...his lecture is boring...he doesn't explain the things he ask us to copy on our notes...he clicks his mouse to the next slide too quickly...and he doesn't know how to teach properly.
ok enough of complaining and stuffs...so after IPC lecture...headed down to LSCT to slack...until 3pm then actually supposed to go crash cell bio lecture with abe, alvin and donald...but in the end...i got addicted to NSF MW...so never go...haha. even took funny pictures with donald and nicole. real funny. haha. at bout 5pm...had a quick group 5 meeting.
good thing tomorrow is friday...and another piece of good news...tomorrow is Oscar's birthday!!! he will be 2 years old...haha. ok...that's all i gonna blog bout...but before i go...here are some pictures of donald, nicole and me...taken by caryn...also sent by caryn...thanks for the photos!