Thursday, December 28, 2006

all bout 2006.

the year 2006 has past really really quickly. it seemed like 1st jan 2006 was just yesterday. to me, it has been quite an eventful year, really different from 2005.
hmm, so let me try to do some flashbacks...think of all the wonderful moments i had this year. here i go...
i miss PSB Corp. seriously. really have to thank uncle albert and bob for showing me the actual working environment and such. they are definitely nice people and i'll never forget them. had also learnt so much from them too.
and definitely, i have to thank God for giving me good results for my O's...one of my happiest moments indeed.
well, i am glad that i got enrolled into NP and also entered the course i wanted. and really, i did not make the wrong choice. why do i say that? because of the friends that i have made of course.
ever since i entered poly, life has changed. it is no more that kind of 'wake up early every morning and go to school in your school uniform for morning assembly and sing national anthem' life. it is just different. and it seems like time passed even faster. not to forget the nice lecturers we had and also the 'not so nice and evil' ones.
and what's so amazing is that...my network of friends just started to grow and grow without me even realising. and of course...this would not have happened if i didn't join GLs.
so...i do ask myself these questions...'what if i decided to study in a jc instead of a poly? would i be happy? would i be doing fine in there? is it really greener on the other side? would this blog even exist?'
sometimes i just wonder...
this year, i definitely had loads of ups and downs...loads of obstacles to face. and i've defintely emo-ed much much more than 2005. but the good thing is that these 'emo times' helped me go deep in my thoughts and really make me think and ponder about life.
even at times when i am down...i still put a smile on my face and act as if nothing is wrong with me in front of my friends. but anyway...i felt that all the hiccups have made me stronger. all the lessons i learnt have made me grown. not physically...but emotionally...the growth isn't obvious...but every small growth counts and eventually add up to a BIG growth. and of course after reflecting in these experiences and such, i must say i have matured...not alot...not obvious...but still, it is there.
i have to thank my family and friends for all the happy moments i had with them. they have made my year a great one. not to forget...this blog...love it so much cause it is the place where i can share my emotions and also bout my life. really thank this blog for being part of my life for the past 5 months.
so all in all...this year has been a wonderful year for me. and i want to enjoy the last few days of 2006 and start a brand new 2007 and make it a beautiful one.
this will be the last post of 2006 and i will not be blogging until i come back from malaysia.
till then...Happy New Year Everyone! bye.

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

a shopping list not done.

xmas is over, 2006 is ending, holidays are ending, 2007 is coming and school is starting soon. and i have not done my shopping yet...rawr! i must seriously go shop for more clothes, cause the holidays are the only days that i am super free to go shop...how can i possibly find the time to shop when school starts?
but the good thing is...i will be going malaysia on the 30th dec - 2nd jan...haha.
will go genting first...then to KL. will be keeping my eyes really BIG and spot for nice clothes and stuff.
today is kinda fast...it is like evening already. okok, i slept very late, 4am...cause i couldn't sleep and then i woke up at bout 2pm. 2pm!!!
so yea, i think that's all bout it. can't blog much either.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

i'll miss santa.


xmas day is over. and the new year is getting closer and closer. actually i can't wait for 2007 to come.
so yea, i woke up in the morning and i watched tv. xmas movies and shows. all bout the joy and spirit of xmas. i love xmas shows and you know why???
because their endings are always sooo sweet and nice. even the bad guys become good and have a good ending, not like those normal typical shows we watch most of the time where the bad guys have some tragic death or ending. xmas shows are just different.
and as usual, i have been munching on chocolates. i seriously got to stop this munching of chocolates. i am addicted to it, more than coffee. i have seriously ate too much chocolates this holidays. and i think i have gained weight...more mass. not muscle mass, but FAT mass.
i am currently preparing myself for the new year. this whole week would be preparations and more preparations. WOW JoeL! what an achievement! first time preparing for new year!
but prepare what? well, prepare myself for an upcoming wonderful(i hope) new year of course. i want to make 2007 a better year than 2006.
sososo, before i go...i've got a story to tell you people. i came out with the story leh.
Title: The Story of Adam & the 2 Eve-s
Author: JoeL
here goes...
On this very particular year, the day before xmas, Adam forgot to buy xmas Eve her present. xmas Eve got so angry, she left Adam.
Adam spent xmas all alone.
But the good thing was, after xmas comes new year.
So on the day before the new year, Adam met this girl calles new year's Eve. They started a whole new year together and lived happily ever after.
The End.

haha, nice right.

Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Xmas!!!

xmas is finally here.

Merry Xmas to everyone!

and not to forget a happy NEW YEAR too!

Sunday, December 24, 2006

eve.

just changed my blogskin and did abit of changes here and there.
hope you guys like it.
it's christmas eve.
a rainy one.
bye.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

drown me.

chocolates are good, they are nice.
i have been eating loads of chocolates lately...it makes me happy. but only for a while.
they are like painkillers, they relieve the pain that is in you for a while.
but that same old pain comes back.
and in goes another piece of chocolate...and i feel satisfied.
come to think of it, chocolates are like drugs too.
you become somewhat addicted to it...craving for more.
without them, that pain returns and soon you feel awful.
withdrawal symptoms.
i need more chocolates.


*i am gonna grow fat this holidays*

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Dear JoeL,

i've just received this traumatizing email which really has traumatized me. i can't believe my eyes. goodness gracious me. i am seriously traumatized.


don't believe?





























see...told ya.



alright here is the email...here goes:



Low Attendance Notification: JOEL SEE JIAN LIANG, 2IPC

Dear JOEL SEE JIAN LIANG,
Please be informed that your attendance level is about to fall below 85% should you be absent one more time from the following module/class:
Module: BIOTECH/ 2IPC
Description: INORGANIC & PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY
Please note that if your attendance falls below 80%, you could potentially be debarred from examinations for this module.
Thank you.




wow...i really am traumatized.

old days.

shall update bout yesterday...since it is like already wednesday.
firstly, would like to thank xl for tutoring me and steph on differentiation. your help has been deeply appreciated. haha.
i am so addicted to curry puffs now. just love them now. haha.
after tuition with xl and steph...and also eating curry puffs with xl at clementi...went all the way to downtown east for 4e1's class chalet...ok i went for the bbq only. haha. i miss my sec sch classmates. i miss 4e1. it has been really long...like 1 year. and stuupid rain...the bbq was like indoor...like next to the room, the room was so smoky. but i didn't help in the bbq-ing of the food. i am bad at it. must thank the chefs...haha.
4e1 is the best class ever...though we spent 2 years together...but the times we spent together were sweet.
i feel kinda sad too, that we had to part. it has been a year...but it seems like i kinda drifted away. really wished i could stay for the night and spent more time with you guys. loads of catching up to be done...i know...but i am not sure what is wrong with me, i can't start a conversation or just open my mouth and talk or something. seriously, what's wrong with me?
oh...and also...after 1 year...got to see thomas than too...haha...no more mr than. kinda miss the times when he nags and reminds the class to work hard and stuff. miss his chemistry class too. haha.
we played 'dai di' too...and i am improving...i won 1 game out of i think 4?...ok it is an improvement. lol.
overall...the bbq was fun. but the 'getting-to-see-my-dear-friends' was more fun fun fun. i miss the old days. hope we can have more outings and stuffs. till then, will miss you guys.
oh...and thanks esther for the lift back home. haha.
omg...it has been like raining and raining again and again...on and off these 2 days. and i hate it. it is cold...wet...boring. rain please go away.
alright...shall end it here. tatas.

Sunday, December 17, 2006

screw it.

sometimes one cannot be a nice person...when you become nice...that person will be an ass.
seriously...wtf.
i was being nice and you said something that pissed me off. you seriously have to watch your damn bloody mouth.
i was trying to help you but yet you pissed me off.
alright...forget it. if you think you are so smart then do it yourself...why do you need my help? i was helping you in another way...but it seems it is not of any help to you. you don't seem to understand at all.
look who's being the stubborn one...stop contradicting yourself. seriously.
fine...if this is what i get...that i am not gonna care anymore.
no use being nice and kind to you when you don't even appreciate any help given to you and that you just want things to go your way which i seriously don't think it would help you at all.
now you have spoiled my appetite.

sorry my friends...just venting my anger here.

Friday, December 15, 2006

break free.

woohoo!!! common tests are over!!! 2 weeks holiday is here...finally, i can break free from all the studying and stuff. haha.
yay! so happy that physio paper is over...and that it was pretty easy...ok it is like the only paper that i have confidence that i will pass. but i know i will not have a very good pass...cause i never study much. the paper was like 2 hours...but many finished the paper like before 1 hour.
haha...steph brought her Death Note...lol...plot out wong yet ling's death...bwahaha. evil but fun.
Name: Wong Yet Ling
Date of Death: 24 Dec 06
Time of Death: 2359
Cause of Death: Human Combustion

cool right?...
hmm...what if it really happens???...then there will be no more emu math teacher. LOL!
anyway...since the holidays are here...i will need to plan on what i will do during these 2 weeks...i can't be staying at home rotting all day. there are like so many things to do. rawr! i can't wait.
alright...shall end it here...need some rest from all the studying and stuff which really drained me out mentally. lol.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

memory space.

shall just blog bout the IPC paper...the paper was alright...with a few screw ups here and there...but i hope i seriously can pass. fingers crossed.
had breakfast with steph, alvin, charmaine, nadjmi, xl, donald and denyse at al-ameen...hope i don't lao sai the next day...once again...fingers crossed.
i wonder how am i gonna stuff all the information into my brain for physio...there is like tons of facts to memorise...and there is so little time. blame it on me for not starting early and such...but oh well...since the situation is now like this...might as well just try my best. 6 freaking chapters...omg. i have the urge to fail this paper...but i don't want to...cause i want to pass. rawr!
can't wait for tomorrow...cause after 11am...it would be the start of the 2 weeks holidays...a break from all the stress, studying, calculations and memorising.
alright, shall start on my physio.XS

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Carolus JoeL & his Nomenclature naming system.

microbio was freaking gay!!! gay i say. dr lisa ho very bian tai la...give 1 table 10 marks on history bout microbiologists/scientists...out of 5 of them...i only got 1 right which was a give away...omg. 2/10...how pathetic. how bian tai can she get. steph was the first to finish la...then she gave the paper to the invigilator...i also gave the paper to him...cause seriously cannot do liao...know means know...don't know then too bad ma. andandand...steph and me left earlier than colin...amazing!!! cause usually is colin first one to leave. xl also left with us...the funny thing was...when we left the lecture hall...xl shouted,"DIE LE LA!!! (in chinese)"...omg...damn loud...the whole lecture theatre can hear lo...that was what alot of people told us...they were laughing. LOL!!!
overall...chances of me passing...low.but if i can pass...it would be a miracle!!! lol...miracles do happen...but very rare...so i shall not hope for one to come. oh well...kinda screwed up the paper...but it's over so...shall have to work hard for the final exams. so tomorrow is IPC paper...freaking 1 hour in the convention centre lvl 2...i wonder what kind of kueh-tions dr kueh will set...would it be alot of calculations or theory...or a good mix of both. shall see tomorrow.
woo...had a nice nap which made me really refreshed...but i feel like going back to sleep and not study...the thought of this word just makes me yawn. haha.
alright...byebye. i tell you if i were to go out of my house...i would die...cause it is raining so very heavily outside...with thunder and loads of lightning...dangerous.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

exploding brain.

out of all the 4 papers...only 1 is over...3 is left. and i seriously...don't feel like studying le!!! torture man torture...it's a good thing that today is a "rest" day...too bad gotta still study for the next 3 papers...omg. i wonder how much my brain can take in anymore information. it's like pumping air into a balloon until it grows really big and explodes.
and...the worst thing...is that...today is such a slow moving day la. i hate this feeling. i studied microbio until i want to sleep and die. so energy draining. not much things are entering my brain...oh well...i guess i'll just have to do the test and try my best...just hope that the paper is alright for me.
but a good thing is that today got steph, abe, nikki, denyse, davin, jieying and so on to brighten up my dull studying day. oh ya...in the library...got this guy...really feel like slapping him. ok i know that me, steph, abe and nikki were abit noisy...but don't have to turn back and say this to us," You Girls Are Damn Annoying ar!" omg...i am not affected by the word "annoying"...is the word "girls"...i am not gay or what la...but freaking hello...i am a GUY...i got a long rod that is called a penis. and stupid son-of-baba ass sheep...we are not the only ones that are noisy la...i know it is a library...but please...you would also go noisy and high with your friends if you need not take common tests or whatsoever...so don't go asking us to be quiet and call us annoying because...i know you would do the same as what we did if you don't have any tests...and and and...we also got common tests la...so chill. seeing a calculator next to him...i can then conclude that he is either from engineering, IT or BA...but i feel that engineering students are friendlier than IT and BA. so maybe he is from IT or BA. i seriously don't like students from IT or BA man...so unfriendly...not like students from LSCT...so friendly. =P
actually hor...if we argue back at the guy...it's alright what. aiya...but don't make things catch fire la...seriously...i hope that guy fails his tests...seriosuly curse him. curse you...stupid guy. so fat yet wear such tight clothes...and also...his hair looks like some cock hair...and his face looks worse than an orge. well described. he has small beady little eyes...his mouth looks like a punani...his nose looks like a volumetric flask...and i can continue to go on describing his crappy face but i shall not cause i don't want to waste my energy. that guy is gay...seriously gay.
alright...feeling really tired. hope the common tests just end real soon...then i can go enjoy the 2 weeks break. just gotta hang on. warararara!!!

Monday, December 11, 2006

low HP.

omg...had my math common test just now at 11am...rawr! seriously...i think i am screwed for the test. it's not a real killer really...but it just makes you want to suicide badly. ok la...i am not depressed or what la...but really...shit! seriously hope i pass...just a little pass???...50%??? my fingers are crossed.
oh well...a good thing xl is willing to help me and steph learn how to master the art of pwning math.
so...1 paper gone...3 more to go. feeling abit better as the suckiest paper is over...will just have to wait till next year when wong yet ling starts yakking at me bout my paper. oh no...the sucky feeling.
oh ya...so after the test, me, steph, abe, xl, denyse and nadjmi went KAP macs to eat. had loads of fun talking and crapping...from random stuffs to "not-so-pleasant" stuffs. lol. and abe is soooo tomato-y today...i wonder if anyone would know if she were to bleed profusely...LOL. and also abe has a new nickname...called,"ABLE." nadjmi calls abe..."abel" actually...but it sounds like "able"...so yea...she is now called able...and she has a new learnt attack...called..."DISABLE!"
so after that...went home. seriously didn't feel like going home but no more place to go liao...so come back home lo. hehe. doing math seriously can drain you out...now i low HP...have to recover. byebye.

Saturday, December 09, 2006

happy me.

wahahaha!!! alright...2nd post today...but who cares. cause i wanna announce this so badly. cause i very happy. haha.
so i went out with my mum...to orchard. cause had to go wheelock there go do x ray on my toothie...so after that went shopping. actually before we actually started our shopping journey, entered this adidas shop at wheelock...go there look look see see...then my mum asked me what i looking for...i told her say orange jacket. so from there...the journey began.
headed to paragon...go there see...got 1 orange jacket...but my mum say very girly cause the stripes is light blue.
next...to heeren. saw the same jacket we saw at paragon. but then...i saw something that made my eyes grow really big...another orange jacket. this time...the stripes is dark blue. ok actually before that...saw this dark blue one with orange stripes. haha. so in the end...i chose the orange one...cause the dark blue is the last piece and also display and also confirm quite a number of people try out liao...want to take new one instead. yay!!! so i very happy. =))
my mum say this is my birthday and xmas pressie. lol. opps...and in the...my mum never buy anything for herself. =XX she only brought her watch go repair only...opps. i feel bad but i shall go look around and get her a pressie too. exchange ma. lol.
ok...so i will be having mushroom swiss double for dinner...ok actually supposed to be my mum's...but cause during lunch in BK...she found out that the burger is beef...and she doesn't eat beef...but i told her is beef. lol.
ok...back to math. here's a picture i took...my jacket neh...ok la...not nicely taken. hehe.

12 hours.

omg la...i slept for 12 freaking hours!
i fell asleep last night at bout 830pm...and when i woke up. it's 830am!!! so that means i didn't even studied...not even for a single minute. man...this sucks.
so now...after typing this post...i must study liao. just 2 days before first paper starts. and the first paper is math...oh well...good thing the most suckiest paper starts first. it's a good thing that the test stops at differentiation (chain rule)...if not i will be soooo dead if it reaches the later parts.
alright...off to doing math. i can do it. and i must do it.

Friday, December 08, 2006

rawr.rawr.rawr.

time to blog!
alright...today went to school early for nothing. actually supposed to do CATS...but in the end...found out that the group work no need so kan chiong do finish. in the end...playing Marvel vs Capcom in rees' lappy...jia lat. play until siao...think he need to bring his lappy go servicing liao. jkjk. venom is a gay character.
sososo...late for CATS class...then got short short presentation of all the groups' products...wah...sabrina say our product improve le...haha. but what to do...students from LSCT are full of surprises...BS students no surprises one. then got pwn-ing session also...ok la...is basically just asking a few questions bout the partnering groups' product...andandand...my group ask like 10 questions while the rest are like only 5. once again...LSCT students are the PWN. LOL. i know it may seem like we are bad...but we are helping the group...it is for their own good.
hip hop...walau...i know i wols and blur la...but no need laugh at me ma...rawr.rawr.rawr.rawr.rawr. =.=
haha.
formation come out liao...very fast la the song...especially the behind screw up most. but nvm ok...i've just practised it and i think i am alright liao...is just that just now i wols and also abit blur. haha. my group have to think of what colour top we all need to wear...i say orange. =P
so yea...think that's all bout today. well...gotta study soon...but still dinner comes first. sian la...don't have much time liao...gotta give full force. =X
ok byebye.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

addictive.

alright...i can't really blog much bout today...cause nothing much happened. all i can say is that i skipped IPC tutorial and came to school only for microbio practical and tutorial. haha. E.Coli is cool. LOL.
so the common tests are like just next week. and i have not really started much. yayaya...i know it is time for me to panic and start studying before i flunk all my papers. okok...i seriously need to start...high time! i was like pokemon-ing...this time "Fire Red Version"...omgomg. so addictive la...i shouldn't be playing pokemon...not at a time like this. rawr! ok...no point talking so much and in the end achieve nothing...actions JoeL! actions!
sososo...need to quickly plan for the common tests...a very very quick one...abit late but better than never.
hope all the damn tests will be over asap...so that i can enjoy my xmas & happy new year. -.-
good thing there is a break from GL trainings...got more time to study.
alright...i am out! bye.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

stronger.

i feel so much stronger...so much more than my yesterdays. ok i did not go to the gym and train...is more bout me, myself and i.
i was fearful for the past few days, weeks or even months. but i am no longer afraid...cause i have grown. i can finally look forward and not brood over the past. i just feel so happy now...no more worrying. i can spend my days and nights happily...cause i know i am no longer alone...i have my family and friends who care bout me so much. and i appreciate that alot. thank you guys.
and yea...sorry bout the dull post yesterday...and i also want to apologise to those i have thrown my tantrums on. really sorry...i was not me. and i also want to thank those who showed their concern...i feel much better now. so no need to worry alright?
omg...this is such a great moment to play "Stronger- Britney Spears" la!!! haha.
tomorrow would be a better day. yes it will. =)
oh ya...darn it...got back my math quiz 2 today...haha. i got the same marks as the first quiz...omg la. failed by 2 marks...and i could pass one lo...lol. nvm...shall work harder. things like this ain't gonna make me fall.
so alright...i shall end this wonderful post here. and oh ya...like to wish abe a safe trip to her "over the sea (overseas)" trip. hope you enjoy your time and do take care.
andandand...ANYONE KNOW WHERE TO GET A NICE ORANGE JACKET??? haha. planning to get one...but i don't mind if any kind souls get it for me instead...haha.=PP
ok byebye.

Monday, December 04, 2006

scared.

screwed up my IPC practical test...the last few questions were left not properly done. oh well...i tried my best during the test. experiment went on well...but not the calculations. chances of me failing...very high. almost impossible for me to pass. so now i know that i really need to be focused more on my studies.
i am feeling scared. so scared. scared of many things. i wish this fear would just go away...it makes me worry day and night. i just hate it. i wonder when this fear would be gone...and i hope it will go away asap.
back to studying.

Saturday, December 02, 2006

xmas list.

hohoho...alright it is a bit too early to talk bout xmas...but who cares. cause this is the month to go "hohoho". sososo...though it is only like the second day of december...which is still quite some time before xmas arrives...i shall just come out with a list of things i want for xmas. haha. here goes nothing:
1) Orange jacket- to keep me warm. =D
2) Orange wallet- my wallet is in very bad condition.
3) New phone??? but i still love my samsung E730...but the problem is...very little memory.
4) New bag- my turtle shell is becoming to small for me to fit in. =P
5) Orange watch- so that i can tell time better. LOL.
6) More T-shirts- prefer white/black/anything that looks nice.
7) Cargo pants- haha =))
8) Good Health- i want the stay healthy so that i can enjoy every moment in this world. being sick is not nice.
9) Stay happy- =)
10) Good results- who doesn't want good results?
11) ipod- can listen to music everywhere.
12) a xmas tree with loads of pressies placed under it.
13) turkey- yumyum. been quite some time since i last ate it.
14) enjoy xmas with my family and friends.
15) & a Happy New Year- 2007, coming very soon.

haha...alright so here is the list...may be a bit too long. but not that bad la. but xmas is not all bout getting pressies...so i shall be a kind soul too...and try to search for pressies for my dear friends too. but that depends whether i got the money la...i am broke ya know.
alright...byebye. =D

Friday, December 01, 2006

one word to describe.

december is here! which means...christmas is coming!!! but before that, common test...booooo!!! got to start mugging or else i am dead meat. alright...shall update.
sososo...woke up like freaking 730am in the morning because of Red Camp...and in the end...all the Yellow 1-4 all never come la...all the xiaodidi n meimei all PS us...so in the end only got Blue 1-4.
so in the end...me, steph, xl, davin, serene and beesim got nothing to do liao la. all of us except davin have lessons at 1pm but davin's lesson start at 3pm for today...poor thing. at bout 1130am, went megabites to eat lunch. i wasn't that hungry managed to finish most of my chicken chop. so after having such a filling lunch, headed down to LSCT emart and sat 1 row...some sleeping and the rest stoning...the whole row of us look like emo-kias la. haha.
ocne again...CATS class...boring la. and also me and serene were like feeling sleepy...cause we woke up so early for nothing and also the heavy lunch which was filled with carbs.
but the thing that made us alive once again. HIP HOP!!! haha...today was funfunfun but tiringtiringtiring...haha. our 2nd song super fast la...but good thing i managed to follow. phew. my high-o-meter was reaching HIGH mode liao...then want to practise more la...but by the time reach HIGH liao...lesson end. but nvm...cause still got next week. haha. so cool la the dance steps...i want to make sure i dance nice nice...haha. so must practise. heehee.i wonder how the dancers get like so flexible...when they dance, their body is like woohoo...damn zhai. so sad...why i got bad coordination problem...whywhywhy? =(
after hip hop, i was perspiring...but it felt somewhat good...sweat out all the ass-y and shitty things that happened this week. well...so went home, nothing much happened after that. so that ends friday's events.
siala...these 2 days have been like humid...even though it rained...still perspiring. come back home feeling sososo sticky la. alright i am gonna end this post here...weekends are here but have to study liao. byebye.