everything's screwed.

i screwed both my MOBIO and biochem common tests BIG time.
confirm fail both papers.
for now, left with biostats and instru common tests. got to work extra hard.

don't know how come i feel so tired these few days.
it's like, before the sun sets, i am already feeling damn tired and thinking of sleeping.
what's up with my body?

today's vesak day...which means, HOLIDAY! ok not exactly. but it's a great day to study, play and rest.
woke up like damn early today...8am! started drawing the design of our project for I&E. thought that there was a meeting with our teacher. kind of rushed to do the design, didn't do it last night because i knocked out at like 9+pm. but in the end, the meeting was cancelled, reason being, because it's vesak day.
i went like...hooray!
but it's a good thing i am done with the design, it just needs opinions, improvements and so on.

and i am damn pissed with my mum now!
why do parents disapprove their children to join dance?
argh! my mum said that only ah bengs join dance...i was like WTF?!
seriously, what's up with the stereotyping?
and she asked me why i join dance and not soccer/basketball/badminton/so on. not to forget, she said that i'll sprain my ankle and break my bones if i join dance.
hello, i am wearing braces...if a ball were to hit my face, my lips would get cut and my braces will break.
and i think is more likely that one will break his bones if he played soccer or basketball.
i seriously got nothing to say to her. in fact, i am really disappointed with her. i expected that little support from her.
oh well, all the more i should work harder for my studies and prove her wrong.

things undone, no time.

MOBIO common test TOMORROW!

biochem common test on TUESDAY!

e-learning stuffs...UNFINISHED!

i feel so screwed.

arghogobokodotoyokowosozomonofovo...

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different terms from different faculties.

here's something very interesting that i'd like to share.

steph, denyse, alvin and i were discussing it over lunch yesterday.
there are different terms that different faculties use to explain something in common.

let's use SEX, also known as 'making love' as an example.

students from the school of Humanities will just translate the words 'making love' into chinese. why? because they are just plain boring.

and for students who come from the school of Infocomm will call it 'Plug & Play'. the picture below tells it all.

now, students from the school of Engineering are more technical. they screw. get it?

next, the school of Business & Accountancy has really taught their students to be statistically-inclined.

now going on to students who come from the school of Film, Media & Sound. they really know how to broadcast their load.
and how do students from the school of Health Sciences describe sex? they basically call it 'making babies'.
and finally, the school of Life Sciences & Chemical Technology!!! this is how students explain sex, in a more scientific way using the induced-fit model of an enzyme-substrate complex.

interesting eh? i think so too. =D

the results.

First of all, i'll like to congratulate all 15 people who got into LSCT main comm!

1)Benjamin Lim
2)Lendl
3)Wei San
4)Donald
5)Hui xian
6)Bee Sim
7)Peiwen
8)Davin
9)Xiang Ling
10)Jeremiah
11)Jeremy
12)Peifen
13)Wayne
14)Kiap
and...
15)Denyse

well, congrats people! seriously, i am damn proud of all of you! i'm really relieved that the main comm has fallen into the right hands. i definitely wouldn't want the main comm to fall into the wrong hands. but if help is needed in anyway, i believe the rest would be there to help.

NOW...to all those who didn't get in, i think of MOST of us are HAPPY with those who got in.
all of us shouldn't be sad at all...well i'm not sad about not getting into main comm. =D
are YOU?
what's the point of being sad...tell me.

i think all those who are super uber sad should just go and die.

make yourself useful, and not brood over it.
being super sad about it won't make you useful at all.

start of the braces journey.

today's the day i finally have braces in my mouth.
it feels really uncomfortable.
got to eat porridge for the time being. can't bite on hard stuffs like apples.
have to get use to the braces that are now in my mouth.
arh! my mouth so tired now.
=___=

videojug, lyrical & stupid ticko man.

i found this damn cool website last night. it all started out when i wanted to know how to make chicken pie. and soon, i found this webby called...videojug.com . i think it is damn cool can. they show steps of how to make different dishes. i should try making something...maybe for my mum during her birthday. =D

lyrical seriously rock! had NRA training and we danced to Ice Box - Omarion. i love the choreo! and i can keep up with the pace today. ok not everything, mainly the last part that i went abit blur. but still, i love today's training =)

and just now when i was walking home...something scary happened. ok, you may be thinking that i saw something unclean. but...NO!
i was confronted by this china guy! at first i thought he wanted to ask me for directions...but NO!
he asked me whether i could help him as he wanted to contact this person but couldn't reach him/her and he asked whether i could give him my contact number and give him money to buy food.
i was like.....don't know what to do man. i mean like...can he be trusted at all?
so i told him i couldn't help him. and he went like, "come on la, i know you can help me." or something like that...
i had no choice. i just told him i couldn't help him in a not-so-nice tone and walked away.
ok, it may not sound that scary...but if you were in my position at that moment, you'd feel how i felt. it's like, not many people around...and someone just confronted you for contact number and money. i mean...he can do anything with you. like blackmail you...harrass you...rob you...rape you...or who knows, murder you. yayaya, i am thinking too much. but seriously, anything can happen.

6th week of school.

it's a start of a new week again. the 6th week of school...but there's no school for me!
because it's e-learning week...that means no lectures, no tutorials and no practicals!
but there are some things to be done for this week...it's not a holiday.
great week to rest a little. getting kinda sick of all the lectures, tutorials and practicals...especially biochem practical.
great time to catch up on my school work since common tests are round the corner. and it's not a little bit to catch up on...it's ALOT!
it's time to organise myself...and balance out both work and play equally.

卍解! (bankai)

mouse & tea.

i love my group's I&E project. B&Ws is just so smart!
the idea is so good...seriously. things are really getting interesting.
imagine our product made it into the market successully...wouldn't we be famous?
i smell fame & money...but of course got to put in alot of effort into the project.

talking about money...
had a 2nd Nerwin outing just now at this place called Tea Party.
not everyone went...in fact, only a few were present.
ordered this tea called, " Green Tea Japanese Cherry'.
the tea was not bad...i love the teapot and cup especially, it's really cute.
had sausage pizza too...not too bad actually.
but the price for both were like...$17!!!
freaking expensive. i feel damn broke now.
i started out like $30 for the day...in fact it was supposed to be spent for 2 days.
and now...i am left with like $6 or more.

anyway...the place's pretty peaceful.
think it is not a bad place to dine in with your loved ones and enjoy tea together.
i still prefer Mad Jack Cafe...
their dinner set is filling and the price is reasonable. =D

and OHHHH...my mum bought this red and white stripy polo t-shirt for me!
i am so touchy touchy!
time to plan what to buy for my mum's birthday. =D

ouch!

i think it is a damn good idea to go on a porridge diet this week.
after yesterday's dental appointment to extract out the other 2 teeth, i can't eat properly.
it's like so tough to chew my food. i can just swallow my food down like nobody's business.
and great timing! my mum ordered KFC for dinner tonight...at a time like this.
my mouth is seriously damn tired now. not from all the talking and such...but from all the chewing!
maybe i should just eat porridge for the next 2 years or so...since i am gonna have braces stuck on my mouth starting next wednesday.
if it really happens, i'll grow super sick of it.

mothers' day.

it's mothers' day today.
lesson learnt : i got to be more understanding.
i feel like a bad son. no presents for my mum. not even a card.
yet i still made my mum feel bad.
and in the end, i feel bad making my mum feel bad.
gah! what a lousy son i am.
oh well, what's done is done.
anyway mum...
Happy Mothers' Day.

what's up with me?

i've been pretty down lately, although i don't show it.
what's up with me? seriously.
so many problems lately...
but i can't seem to do anything.

i feel like a helpless person hanging onto a piece of endless rope.
it's so hard to live up to life's expectations.
i've tried so hard...
but i'm still not there, yet.
it's tiring and demoralising.
but i can't let go.

依然として忍び寄る孤独　内側に灯るロウソク
賑わうパーティ　豪華なシャンデリアとは裏腹に
足りない言葉の窪みを　何で埋めたらいいんだろう
もうわからないや・・

i hate ganapathy suja.

i hate ganapathy suja! stupid molecular bio practical teacher.
she is the worst teacher i've ever met in my life.

1) she comes to class later than her students.
2) she wastes our time by making us wait for her while she goes ask the TSO or whoever is nearby about what to brief about the practical.
3) she doesn't explain anything, just briefly telling the class what to do for the practical...which we have already read up on it and know what to do. and not to forget, she reads directly from the lab manual.
4) she wears slippers to the lab! like wtf please...as a practical teacher, she is supposed to follow lab rules.
5) she doesn't know how to use a micropipette, centrifuge machine and also casting agarose gel.
6) she always leave the lab half way during practical lessons and will disappear for quite some time.
7) the TSO is always doing all the work while she just sits down and disappear happily.
8) she obviously don't know her work at all, she doesn't help answer our questions and just tell us to ask our lecturer about it.


and the WORST thing that she has ever done...she went off happily with her handbag to 'donno where' 1 hour before practical ended, while we were all sitted down waiting for our DNA to run on the agarose gel!!!
she is really too much! how could she just leave the lab and head off to somewhere while the lesson is still on?! it shows how irresponsible she is.

i seriously hope another practical teacher takes over her PERMENANTLY.

bon voyage my friend.

*this entry is dedicated to charmaine.*

time passed so fast. we were strangers at first, but through GLs...i've met you as a friend. all seemed so yesterday.

it's been great to have you as a friend. it has been even better to be in the same group as you for FOC...Nerwin! you did a great job during FOC!!!

everyone will be missing you. you'll not be forgotten.

bon voyage...take care of yourself in australia. stay strong, study hard and do enjoy yourself over there...but don't forget any of us back in singapore. =)

and lastly, alvin, all LSCT GLs and Nerwin peeps love you loads!!!

family photo.

the first step.

had my first NRA training yesterday...it was fun overall. but i performed horribly horrible. yea, my vocabulary is bad and limited. anyway, i was like blur...can't seem to absorb anything. can't keep up with the pace...forget steps. gah! i see everyone like can keep up with the pace and remember the steps...got me quite 'kan jiong', stressed and worried. whywhywhy like that?
and when i saw some of the SGLs outside the studio watching...i gave the 'omg!' look...embarassing can! then plus all the above stuffs i blogged about put together...is equals super embarassing.
oh well, got to work on loads of things...including my standing posture. hope everything turns out fine in the end. anyway...thanks vanessa for your words of encouragement last night. =))

woke up today...half an hour before noon feeling abit fatigue. why is everyone feeling so tired today? my mum was sleeping in front of the tv, sister in her room sleeping like a pig.
third week of school was uber slack. no instru and molecular bio practicals...short days in school. next week would be back to the busy days in school. gonna have to catch up a little these 2 days. gonna start to memorise the 20 amino acids today.

really peeling like hell...loads of dried dead skin all scattered around the floor of my room. really messed up my room with my dead skin. have to sweep them up later...but i don't feel like, cause i know i will peel my skin and mess my room up all over again. peeling my skin is so addictive now.

argh...my brain is not functioning well now. so much things to blog about but can't seem to put them all in 1 entry. can't seem to really remember or recall things too. ahh...whatever lah! just gonna stop this entry here. __________

Mad Jack & Spiderman.

went to Mad Jack Cafe for the first time yesterday. 10 of us...steph, abe, davin, augustine, nikki, jeremiah, denyse, caryn, cheryl and me. their mushroom soup is really good...loads of mushroom in it and not like those restaurants where they serve you watery, diluted mushroom soups. love the fish & chips...nice and filling. yet to try out their lamb chop and many more. had ice-cream too!!!


caught Spiderman 3 today with abe, davin, augustine, nikki, jeremiah and denyse. SGLs were also in the same theatre as us. the movie was really really nice!!! filled with laughter, emotions and fighting action. denyse cried during the movie...because spiderman's best friend died. hehe!


have been spending loads of $$$ the past 2 days...and now i feel broke. but at least i spent the money on good stuffs!

labour day.

labour day...a good day to slack at home.
didn't watch spiderman 3, too lazy to go out of the house.
my face is starting to peel. i feel like a prawn.
kept sneezing and dripping mucus. irritating nose of mine.
it's hard to chew using 1 side of your mouth.
mum's unwell. food poisoning...it has to be the chicken wing she ate last night.
get well soon. =)

there's school tomorrow...again. life is starting to get boring.


*boring entry*