night cycling!

night cycling was fun!!
although the journey to changi village was draggy,
but the journey back was the best!!
everyone chionging back at full speed,
peddling like hell,
enjoying the cool breeze smacking our faces,
with our butts all sore.
we machiam like vampire like that, all need to chiong back before sunrise.

thank you chin for organizing this event for everyone!!!
and thank you irwin for the food!!!

ok, my butt is so pain until i dont feel like shitting.
and...2008 is ending soon. =(

1 week after danzation already.
i feel the post production syndrome especially on sunday, monday and tuesday.
but now i am feeling better.

and christmas this year was really fun!!
i remember past few years christmas all stay home day.
forgot whether last year got go out or not,
but this year is memorable.

wednesday, christmas eve.
half day!!! shiok, although not as shiok as full day leave,
but still, shiok!
at night went cine go watch movie with yew, xiangtian, may, trecia, alene, limin, christine, kok, mia, melise, shufang, and summer.
i never missed out anyone hor?
yah, long time never watch movie already!! watched Bedtime stories. at first when mia tell me say watching that movie, i thought it was a horror movie.
because bedtime stories ma, then can link to all sorts of horror movie shit.
for those who dont know, i get damn paranoid after watching a horror movie.
after movie, and supper, supposed to watch christmas lights,
but nabei, so many people spray spray spray.
yah, so may wanted to go home, we all go her house visit.
thanks may for inviting us over!!
supposed to ton the night, but in the end, i KO. haha!! cant help it leh, my sleeping habit changed ever since attachment started. cannot ton at all. i only can stay awake maximum 2am. after that, sure close eyes one. i think 4am when still watching 'Honey', my eyes already cui. it's like you want to open your eyes, but cannot open big big, but you want to close your eyes, but you want to open your eyes big big.
then in the morning, went home and sleep.
after that wake up, get ready for christmas party at yuxin's house!!
wahh, her house damn big!! got lift also!! the minute i stepped into the lift, i damn high!!!
then got buffet also, everyone chiong the food like mad. haha!
then exchange gift, i got beckie's present!! thanks!!
went home close to midnight cause next day attachment. =(
imagine if boxing day in singapore is public holiday, i sure ton one.

this year's christmas, i like!! =)
cant wait for tomorrow!! woohoo!

danzation 2008 is over!

danzation 2008 is over!!
sad that no more rehearsals, but happy that i can spend more time with my loved ones.
there will not be another danzation 2008 anymore.
when i woke up this morning, my life felt so damn empty.
then i saw a bowl of tang yuan that my mum made.
and i knew she made in the morning, because when i came home last night, got no tang yuan.
seriously super touched!!

yes, i want to thank my friends, my mum, sister and cousin for coming down to watch.
happy that they all enjoyed the production!!

i am grateful that this time i got more items, although my performance for all items never hit perfect, but i tried my best. still can be better one, but just need more time.

bboy item - seriously, when i first saw the danzation item list and when i saw my name in bboy, i was like O___O. because i not into bboy at all, and also i cant bboy for nuts. but thanks jon for teaching me that bboy can be so damn fun and enjoyable!! i really enjoyed every practise, because is damn enjoyable.

junchao item - tmd!! bout ta bubble damn freaking tiring, especially the chorus!! and the chorus took me 3 weeks to get the steps right. -____- but still, thanks for putting me into your item although not close to you, but i really like your choreo.

orange item - at first when i never see my name in your item, got abit sad. but you know, when you tell me you put me in your item, i shocked dao. but seriously, i love your choreo, enjoy to the max. everytime i listen to 'when i grow up', i think of myself as the super most handsome guy. =)) but actually i am la. =x

ken item - i seriously up till now, still dont know how to full out your item. because, i only do the first part and the partnerwork. but your item got remind me of the things i need to work on, even after danzation is over.

shimin & joyce item - seriously, i enjoy this item also. although got alot alot alot of formations to remember, then need to run here and there, but still the steps really taught me about accent. my accent still sucks la. LOL!!

zi xiang item - i enjoy krump! although at first, i like super no feel. maybe it's because i dont dare to let out the feel. but slowly, somehow, when everyone just let it out, i just let it out too. i love the sessions, cause really got the feel. will never forget the krump ceremony, super funny!!

SIM item - i feel honoured to dance with you guys. because you guys damn creative, opening item is so different and nice. really enjoyed the time spent with you guys!! although only know each other for a short period of time, but still it's been a great time!!!

still got many many people i want to thank!!

huiting - bboy partner!! yes i know i like super lazy to practise with you but seriously happy for you because your freeze keeps getting better and better. yes, and i feel bad for the 2nd night performance cause miscue. sorry!!

jamie lim - thank you for helping me with my cracked toe nail. without your help seriously, i dont know whether i can chiong both days performances!!

limin - thank you for the card. at first when you ask me to pick a card, i got blur dao. and i where got look like kok sheng?? LOL!

shufang - thank you for writing the christmas card. you really took the time to write for so many people. even though when everyone is so busy backstage during rehearsals, i still see you write your hands off. everyone loves you shufang!!!

shimin - no mo qi de partner. seriously, no mo qi at all. LOL! seriously, i dont know what to say la, seriously no mo qi at all.

yew - i still remember that time. thanks for teaching and helping me out with SIM item, you know that one step which i got damn gan chiong. =D

ivan - i am glad to be your quick change partner!!

may & christine - thank you for the notes!!!!

ok la ok la, still feel super tired. but actually, i want to thank alot of people, for all the small little things you all do for me. yes, every single small things that made my happiness bar go up!!
yes, i want go rest more!!

and AHHH!!! yesterday i cried!! after curtain call and finale, i felt damn happy!! so happy that my tears just flow out. tmd!! i also shocked when i cry because i can really feel everyone's happiness and love. yes, i cried also because i know i am going to miss danzation 2008!!

overall, i am proud to be in NRA because i love dancing together with all of you, and i am proud to be a part of danzation 2008!!! =D
yes, i wanna keep dancing and improving, dont want to stop.

let's rock the stage!!

the BIG day is here!!!
the show starts in less than 24 hours!!

DANZATION 2008!!!
CAN YOU FEEL IT?!
yes, i feel it! damn excited!! =D

but you know, danzation will be damn good!!
it will be killer!!
but right now, we must not kill the audience one by one.
we must make danzation a GENOCIDE!!
one shot kill everyone in convention centre.
like you know, hitler's concentration camp?

we have all come so far, worked hard for the past 3 months.
this is the final phase.
yes, showtime!!
everyone has gone through different kinds of shit through this entire journey,
but let's just leave whatever shitty aside,
and show our loved ones, be it family or friends etc,
that all the late night homes, and lack of time spent together were all worth it.

but our morale cannot low low one.
it's time to get damn HIGH!!
i feel that we all did a damn good job,
just that our morale now has to be damn high,
then the entire convention stage would be DA BOMB when we performing later.
you know why?

because we got dope lighting,
speakers are like damn huge and good,
videos are super well done,
actors are better than mediacorp actors,
we got a damn dope danzation commitee!!
both external guests' and internal choreo all done good good!!

everyone is tired,
both physically and mentally,
but we must think,
when everything in danzation is so damn good,
WHERE GOT TIME TO BE TIRED? =)
so yes, my main point is we must high, like damn high, high until like surpass anything high.
you know, GOD MODE!!!

so, JIAYOU EVERYONE!!!
we can do this, because of the faith and the love!! =)

sorry.

i am sorry...

for all the stupid things i did or said,
for irritating anyone and making them pissed off,
for being such a lousy friend/brother/person,
for being such a burden,
for screwing up so much,

overall, i get an AD for being a useless person.

really sorry.
maybe is i tired or think too much, but right now, i dont think so.
i keep reminding myself,
but then the next minute, i find myself doing the opposite.
yes, deep down in my heart, to everyone and anyone whom i have done or said that made you guys unhappy, i am sorry.
i feel alone, i feel like i got no friends, i feel like many people hate me, i feel that nobody cares about me.

8 more days to Danzation!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
but really, i feel damn super unprepared for it.
custome still havent finish get everything,
my november salary depleting like fuck. =X
my head is damn messy,
it makes me really pissed off.
my face is damn cui now, pimples keep growing.
i starting to dislike attachment.
i hate to wake up at 6.30am from monday to friday.
i hate this tired feeling,
but still, i love rehearsals.
i feel damn tired during attachment, like super sleepy.
on my way to school, i also feel damn sleepy.
but once i enter the studio, i just dont feel sleepy and tired anymore.

ok, i am blogging because i want to blog.
but now i am going to sleep already.
FRIDAY FASTER COME!!
i want my weekends again!

shopppppingggg.

walau, i tell you.
where do all the ladies get their energy from when it comes to shopping???
anyway, today was 'shopping for costume' day.
yes, the only day i am free to get costume is today.
shop until legs want to break already.
shop quite alot, but still got a few more things need to get. lucky still got tomorrow.

now i really love my birthday the number.
7!!!
it's a damn good number,
so good until you should buy 4D, 7777!!
just buy, dont hesitate.
because it's either you win or lose. dont talk about probability.
all i can say is, the uncle me and chee cheng bought our jeans from is damn good!!
i will confirm abuse the membership card. but must have money then can abuse la.

and chee cheng is actually damn aunty one. =/

2 weeks.

in 2 weeks time, it will be showtime.
no time to think too much,
13 days to get things right.

not being negative here,
but it's time to be realistic.
instead of using 'more', i shall remind myself the word 'left'.
time to reduce worry, but increase stress.
good one of course.

breaking the boundaries.

recently alot of people also injured.
even i myself also injured, but not serious.
lucky my head made of steel.
i thought i was going to die on thursday night,
like being rushed to hospital with head bleeding profusely,
then conscious but cant think properly, dont know what's going on that kind,
then when reach hospital, do x-ray, then found out that my skull cracked,
then before doctor can do anything,
i die. =X

ok, my imagination not bad.
take care everyone!! those who are already injured, heal fast.