zoo + mid autumn fest! part 2

time to update part 2 of what happened on tuesday.

i'm damn lazy to update, i don't know why.

but still, i will continue.

oh ya, so after the long zoo visit, huixian, serene, nikki, abe, davin and me headed to somewhere...

AMKhub.

actually wanted to go town, but then in the end, still AMKhub.

wanted to catch a movie...Underdog.

but then the show was kinda late...close to 9pm. so we decided to watch it another day.

in the end, we entered the arcade...and took neoprints.

went to eat nasi bryani ( is that the correct spelling?) and it was like my first time eating it. can't blame me lah, i'm really picky with my food. but the nasi byrani was really nice!!!

we also did talk alot too. and steph & her bf soon arrived and then went off for their dinner shortly. and then came to find us at ntuc again.

went to ntuc to buy lanterns, and candles. also went to buy donut too...and jessica is so zzz. what ultimate best friend man??? haha, just want me to buy donut only...

went to find a place to play lantern and burn stuffs...celebrate mid autumn festival ma.

and after a looonnnnggg walk, went to the park and started playing with lanterns. and we used branches we found around the park as sticks to hold our lanterns. cool idea lehhh...budget somemore. who needs to buy chopsticks or satay sticks and spend money.

i was like spending my time burning a stick and see it glow red. while steph, serene and huixian made LSCT SGL out of candles. abe and davin went for their love bird walk...and nikki was just stoning.

in the end, we all started burning loads of stuffs...and then extinguish the fire in the end.

and headed home. i was so lost lah...amk is a place where i totally not sure of. had to take bus 76 all the way to yio chu kang mrt then take train back home. i was kinda worried that i would get lost or something lah.

so that's about it lah...

and i really am such a pig. i slept for like 11 hours...woke at 1pm. and returned to sleep at 2pm...all the way till 4pm.
what a pig!

zoo + mid autumn fest update!

time for zoo update! PART 1!!!

really had fun at the zoo with my fellow SGLs+steph's bf, eugene.

had to meet up with a few of us at cck mrt station.

finally, a meet up at CCK!

but then, i was still kinda late.

meeting time was at 9am, but then i woke up at 830am.

which means i only had about 5 mins to bathe, 10 mins to dry my hair plus brush my teeth and also get ready, and 15 minutes to walk from my house to yew tee mrt and take train.

took 927 straight to mandai zoozoozoo to meet up with the rest.

so long never go visit zoo, and it changed alot!

i mean the entrance, i remember last time the entrance was kinda simple, with a few parrots displayed there.

but now, it's totally different. look nicer too.

and we had wonderful photographers, weisan, joan and denyse.

had so much fun roaring at the tigers and lions.

taking photos with the animals.

and finally i got to see the baboons.

walking under the sun can be so tiring.

that explains why the animals look so dead and lazy.

i think even animals don't find it a joy to entertain people in singapore, because of the stupid weather.

all of us walked until the polar bears' area, and then we took a rest.

it's really tiring lah, and the polar bears were like not active at all.

and we feasted on huixian's jelly. it was GREAT!

a great hit! and the jelly was just the thing i needed, because i tightened my braces and it hurt alot.

and we continued our walk, all the way to children's world to have lunch. KFC!

OMG!!! i had a hard time eating man...even biting a piece of fries is tough.

had loads of fun playing and cam whoring at the nearest playground. relive childhood times.

after that was more walking and walking and walking.

watched 2 shows too, Splash safari and the asian elephant thingy shows.

aiya, i'm so gonna fast forward. it's getting really draggy here.

left the zoo...and had Ben & Jerry's!!! =D

and then huixian, serene, nikki, abe, davin and me headed somewhere else...................

which i'm gonna continue in PART 2!!!

stay tune lahhh...

i'm crying deep inside.

it's gonna be 3am.
and i'm still awake.
i just can't sleep.
and i kinda hate it.
well, think it's partly got to do with the late afternoon nap i had earlier on.
i feel so restless now.
so many thoughts inside my mind right now.
some that make me smile, some that make me frown, some that make me cry.
and there's still some that make me unsure of, worry, etc.
plus there's music, i'm not sure why, but i feel that music makes me ponder better.
it depends on what kind of music you listen to.
one minute you may be listening to some really jumpy song.
but the next minute you may be listening to a really sad song.
the change of mood between the 2 songs can easily affect your mood and thoughts.

time has been passing by pretty quickly for me.
holidays are getting really boring.
not much activities these days, plus the weather's hot.
but it's great to see that it's the last week of september.
about 3 weeks of holidays left, and a new semester begins.
i believe these 3 weeks would be abit more packed with activities.
and i've got to enjoy the 3 weeks as much as i can.

ps: i really can't sleep and so, i'm trying my best to kill time and make myself fee abit more sleepy.

anyway, i'd be visiting the dentist again later.
1 month already?
and i'm kind of dreading to go.
the tightening of my braces, the pain i've got to bear, and who knows what the dentist's gonna add/install in my braces?
but then, i'm kinda used to the pain and discomfort i would get after each visit.

and i can't wait to go to the zoo on tuesday!!!
"it's only the zoo what, what's so exciting about it?", you may ask.
i think the zoo's no longer appealling to quite alot of teenagers.
zouk would be more of a place to go than the zoo.
but it's been ages since i last went.
it's really really long.
i remember the last time i went to the zoo, they were building the place where they will throw the baboons in and let the public see their red butts.
can't wait!!!
and plus there's dance too!
i guess tuesday would be a really tiring day.
imagine staying in the zoo, walking around, seeing animals, then after that go to school for dance.

i guess i shall end it here then.
i'll update soon! yup, about the zoo visit!

thanks bitch.

thanks bitch for biting me.

i look like some power ranger.

and you made my childhood fantasy come true.

now i can go fight evil.

where's my call?

remember the job interview i went to last friday?
after so many days, i still received no calls from anyone regarding my job.
i guess that means, i didn't get the job.
that woman who interviewed me seriously say until i got the job like that.
but in the end, no calls from her at all.
arh, whatever lah.
no job also good, can concentrate on my studies more, plus dance, plus GLs.

and i'm seriously turning into a pig.
slept for really long, 9 hours.
went out for my group 4 meeting.
went home in the afternoon and had noodles for lunch.
guess what i did right after i finished my meal?

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

for 3 hours.
unhealthy lifestyle.
but can't help it, was feeling really lethargic.
especially after yesterday's training plus the hot sun.

yes, i remembered myself saying that i wanted september to come quick.
but right now, i want it to end already.
my life's getting really boring.
goddamnit!

prank calls, mad jack, tired from training.

just yesterday, i got prank-called by some woman from ERA, and she asked me whether i wanted to sell my property.
like...huh?
sell my property? i don't own my house, my mother does, so why ask me?
so it smelled kinda fishy, and i just replied 'no'.

the woman called the 2nd time, and then i knew it was a prank call.
and guess who was the lady?

WEISAN!!!

and i thought it was felicia.
funny lah! i kinda got prank called...
i remembered the last time i prank called someone whom i don't know.
just anyhow press number, and out of my mischief, i scolded 'KNNCCBFU'.
like so naughty can, but then i was a little kid.
then the person called back my house, but i thought my house number was a private number.
so the person was like damn angry. who wouldn't?
i lied to him, saying that person was my friend and 'he' just left my house and i didn't know 'he' prank called him.
but the person still very angry, then say want to speak to him.
but then i told him said my friend left. but he still insisted to scold him.
and so i cried.
-_____-'''
and i told my mum when she got home that this guy keep disturbing me over the phone.
then my mum called him and scolded him to stop calling back or else she would call the police.
the person never called back.
hehehehehe...yes, call me evil, call me spoilt, call me an asshole.

anyway, weisan called for dinner the next day at Mad Jack!
like, hooray! Mad Jack!

and so today, after GL training, was Mad Jack for dinner.
as usual, fish & chips.
but the next time i go there and eat, i should eat their chicken chop.
i love it!

feeling so tired.
woke up early, no breakfast, no lunch, only watermelon juice, campus run, never drink enough water, help abit in group 1's station game, the scorching sun.
almost white out. felt like dying...
i'm so tired, i can dream of eating a cow.

the good, the bad & the things in between.

i think it's damn embarrassing to walk up the bus, miss your step and headbutt a guy's butt infront of you.
to make it worst, the bus got quite a number of passengers who saw it.
and it happened to me yesterday, after a pool session with donald, alvin and nadjmi.
think the guy was shocked when he felt his butt got headbutted by my head.
it was an accident...PURE accident.
lucky it was a guy, not a girl.
if the person was a girl, i think i would have got slapped on the face man.
or who knows, kana sued...
embarrassing journey back home.


head headbutt butt...LOL!


anyway, today's the results day.
the day i was so not looking forward to.
but still, no matter how much i don't want it to come, it still has to.
abe gave me an early morning wake up call, just a few minutes after 9am.
and so, i checked my results...
and i passed all modules! heng ar...


biochem: C
MOBIO: D+
instru: D+
biostats: D
GPA: 1.53

amazingly, i got a C for biochem. a relief to see D+ for both MOBIO and instru, i thought i would fail both. but the shocking thing was that, i got a D for biostats. how come?
and my GPA totally sucks balls man. but i kinda expected it to be that lousy.
imagine slacking the semester, failing your entire common tests, and in the end, studied really hard for the exams because you feared to repeat any modules.
i've learnt my lesson, i really got to work extra hard next semester and pull my GPA higher.


went for a haircut too.
went back to the same hair salon, but then the lady who cut my hair twice wasn't there.
so i let this guy cut it.
i told him i wanted my hair to be layered, shorter. but at the same time, behind leave it abit longer.
he did leave my hair behind a lil longer...
but then, he didn't focus much on the other areas.
the top, fringe, sideburns.
my hair practically looked the same before i let him cut.
so i had to ask him to cut my fringe and sideburns to make it look better.
yes, and it looked so much neater with the sideburns and fringe trimmed.
but then i still feel my hair look damn weird, it looks like a mushroom.
ok, whatever.
nevermind about the hair, it can grow back.


and i went for my job interview. Marks & Spencer at Centrepoint.
scary lahhh...because when i reached there, got quite a number of people also there for interview.
so i took time to fill up the form and gave it to the interviewer.
by then, there were only a few people left.
then there was this lady who was also going for the interview, she looked really fierce because of her glasses. but she was really nice, she offered me a seat and she said it would take quite awhile before i was called in. so nice.
but then, i was called in 5 minutes later.
the interviewer was nice too, asked me more about myself and whether i can juggle both work and studies at the same time when the new semester started.
i think i can do it, everyone has 24 hours, it's how we spend it to the max.
she told me that she will get back to me about my working days and shifts.
i hope she calls me soon, can't wait to start work.
although it's gonna be my 1st time juggling work, studies, dance and GL trainings.
but then, i wanna start work, and experience and learn new things.
so...hooray!


finally, after 2 weeks, i went for dance.
missed out alot during that 2 weeks...2 lessons in fact.
i was really afraid that Ann would continue with that choreo, and i wouldn't be able to catch up.
but luckily, she taught us a new choreo.
and i found it manageable. =D
so long never dance, lost alot of stamina.
i was like kinda panting during the lesson.
warm up was rahhh! and isolations were like rustier than before.
time to practise!

i love mum loads!

you can't judge a leader by his/her height.

amusing meh?

it's true loh.

i've got no idea why xl found it amusing leh, i was serious.

haha.

anyway, i am so freaking happy now!

because my mum got me a new handphone!!!

it's a Samsung SGH-L760 Sapphire Blue.

i was like shocked to see a new phone right infront of my face.

then i asked my mum, "why never get me a PSP instead?"

and of course she said it's expensive lah.

but i'm appreciate what she got for me, it's like a really super early birthday present from her.

and now, i'm seriously loving this new phone.

it's cool, sleek, stylish to me.

so let's say goodbye to the 21 months old Samsung SGH-E730.

now i've got more memory in my phone, power of SD card.

thanks mum!

and not to forget, my mum like somehow helped me find a job.

yup, she knew that i've been trying to find one for the past 2 weeks.

so she decided to help a little.

and she found me quite a nice one, just got to go for a walk-in interview this friday afternoon.

hope i can get the job, so that i can earn money to get the stuffs i want.

double thanks mum!

love dance, love NRA, but i don't seem to belong.

finally, i went for Suntec Dance Competition Finals.
because i missed all 3 heats.
got to see really great dancers on stage.
there was this soloist from KL who did popping, his outfit was really shiny like aluminium.
and he was damn dope! plus the cool shades...GODLY man!
and he won the open category for soloists. KL!

for open group category, NRA really owned the top 3 places.
congrats to in bass, 8steps and rough addicts!
poshbites and F-Beatx! were also damn good too!
why must have only top 3 and not top 5?

feel really proud to be part of NRA.
at the same time, feel motivated to work hard in dance.
getting to dance on stage is like the GOAL for me in dance now.
and i've been missing dance lessons for the past 2 weeks.

anyway, after the whole thing ended, beesim and i had nowhere to go.
and don't know why, both of us were kinda sad.
i think the rest of the freshies went to eat or something.
but the 2 of us decided to head home.
not that we don't want to socialise with them, but it's hard to.
never really interact with the rest of them at all.
kinda feel left out, or is it we made ourselves feel left out?
and the exams results are going to be out soon, and i'm not even sure whether i would pass.
because fail 1 module = dismissed from NRA
whatever it is, shan't think too much i guess.
dance with fingers crossed.

and i've been really taking things for granted.
really neglected man's best friend.
yes, i'm talking about Oscar.
and now he's in a really messy state.
i am feeling so damn guilty about it.
i've been relying on my sister to bring him for grooming and also to vet, because she knows so much more about dogs than i do, plus she's the most free person.
but after so long, nothing done at all.
and it makes me boil whenever she agrees to do so, and in the end, not done.
his fur is long, ear is so dirty and stinky, skin problem getting worse.
it just seems like she no longer cares for him.
i know i shouldn't be pushing all the blame, because i'm responsible for this to happen too.
that's why i'm feeling so guilty.
i remembered reminding her to bring Oscar for grooming last saturday.
and she said she will on sunday or monday.
but in the end, 1 week has past, same state.
and i've asked her to do so for like so many times already.
just yesterday, i asked her to send him to the vet to treat his skin problem.
she still can say next week, until her pay comes because it's going to cost her a bomb.
seriously, i wanted to vomit blood at that moment.
no money can ask from mother and return her later.
why would it cost a bomb? reason being, because never bring him earlier and just let the condition worsen.
skin condition already very bad, still can delay somemore.
delay like so long already, how long more you wanna delay?
she promised monday/tuesday.
and i am having doubts.
i don't want to see Oscar in that state, when his mum wanted to buy him at first and in the end, don't want to bother about him.
even my mum though of letting someone better adopt him, but i refused to let him go.
it's the bond between both of us.
it really hurts to see your BESTest best friend to be neglected.
one more chance. make it the last.
if nothing changes, i'll have to take action before it gets any worse.

seriously, this issue is also making me have doubts about my sister getting me a PSP.
empty promises.
it's just like capsules you take in when you're ill, but there's nothing filled inside the shell.
in the end, condition still the same.
i'm not blaming her.
i'm just disappointed.
and i don't want to wait for nothing.
guess PSP is not the most important thing at all...but i still yearn for it.

anyway, i should put such issues aside.
chalet! time to enjoy, then do what needs to be done.

praying, hoping, wishing, for my PSP to come tml!

i think i should just give up finding a job.
and perhaps just go with the idea of tuition-ing some kid.
2 weeks, found some quite appealing jobs.
sent resume but no response from them.
i guess i am too picky.
it's not about the pay that i am picky.
it's the working hours plus the job scope.

oh well, i got my own commitments too.

and i think the toaster is one of the best inventions that i've come across in my life.
but there are still many many great inventions, like tv, PSP, etc.
the toaster is small, hot, and useful.
frozen food, like pizza, chicken poppers, onion rings can be put inside the toaster, heated up.
until crispy, golden brown.
and you don't need oil, frying pan and gas.
no deep-frying needed.
but sadly, it doesn't work for fries...and i don't know why.

anyway, don't mind the little crapping from me.
it's to kinda make up for the last 2 short entries that i posted.
ok, whatever.

ahhh! i can't wait for chalet to come!
goodbye.

repair.

my biological clock is broken.

and this is bad.

very bad.

life is complicated.

i am unhappy.
not emo. not depressed.
just unhappy.

how i wished life would be like the past.
when it's all about yakult, 60cents and free toy during primary school.

whatever, seriously.

no job, no money, nothing to buy.

finally september is here.
i woke up at like 825am and prepared to go for technique class today.
but then, when i was about to leave for school, i kept thinking whether class was still on or not.
so, i went online and checked the blog for any latest announcements.
and to my surprise, class was cancelled.
LUCKY ARHHH!!! lucky i read the blog lo, if not i would have wasted a 45min trip to school and another 45min back home.
and i went back to sleep until about 12+pm.

so since i was so free the whole day, i decided to go to COMEX with jeremiah and kaihua.
the whole place very crowded lah.
jeremiah and i walked at level 6 first.
level 6 is the place where all the unknown companies are at.
and we spotted steph!
ah lian selling mp4, "buy 1 get 1 free."

so kaihua arrived kinda late and we walked level 4.
level 4 is just the opposite of level 6.
so many AGLs working there lahhh!
walk and walk and walk and walk.
damn tiring.
bought nothing at all also, because no money and also nothing to buy.
headed to macs for dinner, and then home sweet home.

alright, i'm tired. byebye.