dad.

dad's back!
attachment ended!
dance classes has resumed! =)

i want to show my love.
but i just dont know how to.
how to talk, how to express, how to share, how to close the gap.

it's tough.

happy cny everyone!! =)

putting the pieces together.

well, this is it.
going through the most difficult phase of my life so far.
there will be more to come.
and it's not gonna be easy...
putting the pieces together,
healing,
finding myself,
what i truly desire,
i guess i really am on my own.
i am weak...too weak.

i need to learn how to believe.

i need you.

if it's a curse,
can it be broken?

if there is a choice,
can i choose?

if it is fated,
must i accept it?

i fell into the hole, i'm trapped.
i want to get out, but i've got no solutions left.
till now, nothing has changed.
i try to climb out, i fall again and again.
each time, suffering more wounds.

but there is the light,
why cant i follow it?
am i afraid?
or is it my faith?

i need to find the way,
and heal.
it will take some time.

*puts blog on silent mode.

i told myself, that 2009 will be a year of Change.

no life, but like fun.

and i realised, that my attachment left 3 weeks only.

after that, i dont have to wake up early everyday anymore. =)

but then, damn!! FYP final presentation.

nb! LSCT just doesnt want their students to be spared until they graduate hur??

tmd! make their students feel so happy when they go attachment after having such a torturing semester full of projects and assignments with FYP. then when they come back from attachment, then kill them again with the presentation. knnbccb!! =X

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time to get new shoes man.

happy 2009!!!

HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE!!!
it's a brand new year!!
so, let's make this new year better than 2008!

i enjoyed 2008!!
thanks to everyone of you!!
every moment spent with you guys, i enjoyed and treasured them all.
2009 is here,
things are gonna continue changing.
my life is gonna change, graduating & NS. =(
but you know, i still want to dance and improve,
not alone,
but with NRA!!
i hope the bond gets stronger, so strong until is like some kind of glass that doesnt break.

***you know i watched some show today, the glass they make never break one leh, the person melt the glass rod and pull both ends then the middle is one thin fine thread of glass. and it never break at all, and it's said to be many times stronger than steel.

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