feeling good!

yesterday's full run made me really happy.
but before that, i was feeling like...

shit
demoralised
thinking too much
and many more
tortilla chips, difficult to accent plus the small little mistakes i always make.
orange item, solo...legs turn jelly, lost control, nervous, try to confident abit but keep failing.
SIM item, cannot get that 1 step right. although only learnt it like 3 days ago, but then i just cannot take my time when Danzation is nearing. keep doing it slowly, but still, my coordination sucks.
stiff, totally cannot relax, both mind and body.

after that whole day of shit feelings accumulated, i was feeling really like a shit.
yar, but then yesterday's full run really made me felt much better. it's like abit of a morale booster session with everyone.
seeing everyone giving their best, really makes you want to join them too and give it all you can.
then when you give your best with everyone else in the same item, you feel shiok.

tomorrow is december already!!
let's all chiong!!! to those having CTs, study hard too!
to all those who have to wake up damn early from monday to friday like me, try to sleep hard too!

ok, i got to rush my interim report. deadline is this week!
but i got no time to do it from monday to saturday.
so today, i'm going to finish it, at least 70% of it.
sorry, i got to skip opening item.

and i am totally loving my sony nwz-a826!! =)

yes ah!

yes! i am finally a happy boy. =)

pay day pay day pay day.

money not enough!!
damn! and now alot of things need to pay.
ahhhh, i foresee myself eating $2.50 chai fan meal every lunch.
FASTER!! PAY DAY FASTER COME!!
next tuesday, next tuesday, next tuesday. i hope...
trying really hard to budget and save, because i want buy alot of things.

eh, i am shocked.
it's my 7th week of attachment already.
and 3 more weeks to Danzation!!!
excited or not, everyone??
but then, i still feel unprepared for it. =(
jiayou everyone!!

dance is like cooking?

how to combine the ingredients at the right time, right amounts with the right amount of effort?

is the same as how to put enough feel, enough control with enough energy, right???

ok, abit pointless. =/

it's been really long.

after a really long time,

finally...

a little outing. =)

i enjoyed myself.

but hor, i cant k box la.

i cant sing,

i scared of mic,

my chinese not good.

LOL!

right now, this period.

i really got no idea what i really want.

i am super hard to be satisfied.

when i get more of something, i want more of other things.

and when i get more of the other things, i want more of the same thing.

i am so fortunate, yet i am still not contented.

34 more days to Danzation 2008!!

the date is getting nearer, and at a faster pace.

so we must eat more to have energy, then can chiong.

let's treasure and make use of this period to the fullest,

because after 20th december, we will miss Danzation already.

jiayou everyone!! =)

seriously...

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR MAKING MY 19TH BIRTHDAY A REALLY SPECIAL, WONDERFUL & FANTABULOUS ONE!!!

yes, and oh no.
i will have number 2 infront of my age next year. =(
getting old.

and i really thought you all forgot or didnt know my birthday!! i was really shocked just now, until cannot smile properly for that moment, but inside the feeling is so happy and touched.
and the TAUPOK was damn painful, i almost died.
and my t shirt was taken off. shit! now everyone who was at studio saw my MIAO TIAO SEXY BODY.
and i forgot to bring home my t shirt. anyone who sees a kelly green AAA t shirt in studio, it's mine! =)
yes, i will EAT MORE RICE BITCH!!

really once again, THANK YOU!!! I FEEL SO LOVED, AND I LOVE YOU ALL TOO!!!

never enough.

can i have 30 hours a day instead?
it's never enough. =/

lessons to learn.

yesterday's farewell lunch for my supervisor.
table filled with food, entire company gathered together.
6 regular pizza, 4 boxes of KFC chicken, 3 boxes of small drumlets, 3 boxes of popcorn chicken, 7 bottles of drinks, mashed potatoes and coleslaws.
it's ALOT of food!! especially the KFC chicken.
and i ate alot as well.
i had 2 slices of pizza, 3 KFC chicken, 3 small drumlets, quite alot of popcorn chicken and 4 cups of drink. and i could still have more if i wanted to.

therefore, i came up with a conclusion that you will eat more if you stand up.
because usually, i eat 2 pieces of chicken or 3 slices of pizza then i full already.
really ate SO MUCH that i am shocked myself.

and i learnt that 2 sentences can have totally different meaning when a single word is changed.
it's whether you see the glass as half full or half empty.