Saturday, September 30, 2006

bad bad nose.

rawr...my nose is so so so blocked man...i think i am going to fall sick soon...but i don't want to...just hope i don't. plus my cough...and my plaem(i think it is spelt like this) in my throat.
i'm off to play NFS MW again...bye.

Friday, September 29, 2006

most wanted.

YEAH!!! haha...i am currently playing Need For Speed Most Wanted...and i tell ya...this game rock man. haha...ok...i didn't buy the game...i borrowed it from my sister's bf...haha...share games ma...since he borrowed my Winning Eleven 8 quite long ago.
but anyway...though i am addicted to it...but i don't play the game like the whole day la...need energy and stamina to play such game ya know...a few races can drain quite an amount of ur energy. at first i was like pretty confused with the game...there was this race which i am supposed to lose...cause it is made this way...and i found out that i lost...and i asked myself..."was this supposed to happen?"...so anyway...i just followed the storyline and such...and i needed to win races, break pursuits...and win the Ultimate opponent. haha. i just love the game...cause the characters look really real. wahaha.
but anyway...here's a picture of the game i took...i've got nothing much to blog bout...so bye for now.

lecture chalet bbq.

ok...i've just gotten back from my lecture chalet bbq at aloha loyang...and i am tired man...lol.
at bout 330pm...i left home and headed down to the chalet...i reached there bout close to 5pm...i actually somehow got lost in the chalet cause the sign "Garden Terrace" was not obvious at all...i walked past the place...and then i saw bangalow...which is not the place...and then i walked a whole round until the swimming pool. i called xl and soon i reached there...grr.lol.
so alvin and donald started setting up the fire at bout 5 plus while some of us were playing "asshole tai di"...and thanks to them...the fire was started...haha...i am a noob when it comes to starting the fire. ok...then soon...more people started coming...quite a few came...not alot...and most of us were from GLs la. lol...and i didn't expect aldred to come...lol. well...my whole class only aldred and me were there...abe had soccer training and for steph...i think she had NRA or work...don't really know. haha...and we also all saw 2 grasshoppers mating la...so i took some photos...wahaha.
fast forward...(cause i want to faster go sleep)
and so...at bout 1030pm...joseph, peifen, yanlin, and donald (his dad sent him home) and me went home together...so we walked from the chalet all the way to pasir ris mrt station...and while we were walking, there was this female cyclist...who cycled past us from the opposite direction...and suddenly just screamed for no reason...it actually shocked us la. i was stunned man. lol.
so i wanted to take a cab home...so that i can faster reach home...but then, i don't want to spend so much money...so i took a train back home...with the rest.
and the journey was so long la...bout 1hr15min like that. so in the end...i reached home at bout 1235am...i thought my mum would kill me for coming home so late la...so when i reached home...Oscar was barking and barking...and i asked him to be quiet and then went into my mum's room to tell her i am back...i thought she was still awake...but she wasn't...so she asked me why i was so late...i just told her that i took a train back...and if i took a cab...i would have reached home at bout 1115pm...which was true la.
so i think that's all i am going to blog bout...feeling really blur now. so i am off to sleep...but before i go...here are some pictures of the 2 grasshoppers mating...R21. lol. bye and enjoy.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Freedom Force (FF)!

argh...i feel so shagged now...feel like sleeping. lol.
hmm...for today...meet darren, alvin, donald and abe at KAP macs at 8am...and had breakfast...and then went to school for GL training. PT was still alright...but the campus run was tougher...longer distance...but everyone survived! and during lunch...alvin, donald, steph and i were like trying to create more songs for "the Carpenter's Song"...and we all came out with crazy out of this world songs man. and before games started...i got PWNed...i got TAUPOKed la...2 times somemore...first time is against the wall...second time is flat on the floor...die.i almost died. lol. and during the second taupok...alvin's position was so damn wrong la...don't want to describe also.
this week...is group 1's games...and they have done a good job i must say...especially when they managed to create such nice and disgusting and dirty games in like a week...cool. and everyone got pretty dirty and oily...grr...everyone was splitted into 4 groups and each group had to come up with a group name and cheer...for my group...we called ourselves the...Freedom Force (FF)...had our own FF cheer...and also created some really funny songs..."A B C D E FF...Freedom Force will PWN ur ass!"...the first game was a mass game...had fun rolling and turning...lol. the second game was FF vs Random...lol. the game was like "zhong ji mi ma"...then everyone needed to pour/add disgusting sauces on 2 slices of bread...then when a team player "zhong" the number...the whole losing group would have to eat the bread...lol. i tell ya...it's damn gross...the sight of it made me want to puke la. but luckily FF won...so FF didnt eat any bread...but we got "floured" by Random...penalty...don't know why also...lol.
but the best game was the captain's ball cum soccer game...haha...it was fun...though it was disgusting and dirty but everyone had fun...FF vs "don't know what YaYa Payaya group"...lol.
FF lost...final score 3-2...but it's ok...winning is not everything...what matters is everyone had fun...but FF is zhai!!!
haha...so after training...wash up...a group of us went to BTP KFC and ate...then went home after that. so now i am at home...while alvin, donald, serene and many more are in lecture chalet now...so sad. my mum don't want me to stay over...scared i make a new life. diaoz.
but nvm...i'll be crashing tomorrow.
and not to forget...i've added music onto my blog...but u'll have to play it to hear it...i'm trying to figure out how to make it auto-play...so anyone knows???
ok then...see ya!

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

random.

ok...i'm seriously out of stuffs to blog bout...haha.
and i was bored...and i created this masterpiece...again.


















enjoy man.
will be having GL training tomorrow...hope i survive. lol. bye.

Monday, September 25, 2006

disappointment.

oh man...i feel sad...i feel sad cause jonathan did not win Singapore Idol!...ok...i'm not a fan of his...trust me...but i just feel that he should win la...cause he totally PWNed hady. and what's more disappointing is that i can't believe taufik sang the same old song he sang during last year's finals...it has been like 1 year and i don't hear him singing other songs except for the one that he sang with rui en for last year's national day (no count)...so saddening. maybe he has been advertising too much of 7-11. lol. but back to hady, even my mum also couldn't believe that he won la. hmm...i think we should go on a protest.
i think the judges are also feeling so sad...especially dick lee and ken lim...i feel sad for them...cause u know why?...
i'll tell ya why...cause they have been the judges for so long...listening to so much horrible singing and some nice singing...and in the end...the results...hady won. and not jonathan.
i see a big, wonderful future for jonathan...cause he can be asia's star...but what bout hady?...tell me what kind of star can he be?...he want be star in malaysia?...malaysia also don't want him...so i think he can become saudi arab's star.
but anyway...for today...all i did was just played pokemon...lol. i am bored la...so can't blame me...but i tell ya...it's an addictive game. lol.
ok then...i shall continue playing pokemon...bye.

RAWR!!!

RAWR!!! i don't know what the heck is wrong with my internet connection la!!!...i keep going offline...and i had to switch off and on my modem several times today...which shouldn't be happening...it actually got me very fustrated and irritated. it's driving me crazy man.
ok...will just blog bout things here and there...
for sunday (24/9)...done nothing much...except playing pokemon: sapphire version...it shows how bored i actually am...but at the same time...i get to relive my childhood memories...lol. i was so bored that i even went to find some pokemon pictures...and i found something very sick...but then i edited it...cause everyone was like saying that my display picture on msn was so damn sick...the power of editing!
hmm...did not go for church service...cause i overslept...and also cause i chatted n tonned with darren online...until 430am...haha...really talked loads man.
so i think that's all i can blog bout...so before i go...i shall upload some pictures...
1) 2 pictures of alvin and me "zi highing" in the bus back to singapore while the rest were like either sleeping/emoing(great thanks to beesim aka ah ma who took and sent the pictures).


















2) the sick "pokemon" picture which i edited...with a pink bikini with yellow polka dots on it.

so bye.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

more funny moments.

ok...i'm so sorry for the "early" post...but i've just gotten more pictures and edited them...thanks to both gabrielle and alvin...ok...it was gabrielle who sent alvin the pictures...and then alvin sent them to me...but still thanks loads. so enjoy these pictures...and goodbye! (click to enlarge again!)

Friday, September 22, 2006

great memories.

Hooray!...i've gotten the pictures that were taken during GL training camp...managed to get jessica (1 of our Pyro SGL) to send the pictures. there are some pictures that i edited abit...but no worries...the original ones are left unharmed. so here they are...enjoy! (click to enlarge!)

Thursday, September 21, 2006

great relief.

phew...what a relief man...Oscar is alright now...it's a good thing nothing is serious...my sis and i brought Oscar to the vet at sunset way just now...and there was nothing serious bout his eyes...i feel much relieved now...i thought it was an eye infection or some illness that would make him blind. some eye drops were prescribed to make the redness go away...and everything should be fine. the vet even "praised" Oscar for being such a smart dog...haha.
so after going to the vet...went to buy some chicken pie and cakes to eat...the chicken pie was good...and both the coffee cake and tiramisu was nice too.
and then we brought Oscar for a little outing...and went bukit batok nature reserve...for a short walk...a bit tiring...i had a hard time walking up and down...my thighs are aching cause of the trek up Mt Panti. after the walk...went home.
speaking of Mt Panti...it has already been a day since i last saw that wrong mountain...and i miss Mt Panti...i miss the jungle...and not to forget...i miss Pyro dog aka Py Yo Ro. lol.
i shall continue to rest now...so bye. but before i go...here's a picture of Mt Panti.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

back.

GL training camp is over...but the memories will never fade away. for the past 2 days plus...i've really enjoyed myself in kota tinggi (malaysia)...the camp was indeed an eye opener...especially during the second day when all the GLs climbed Mt Panti...and not only did we climb until the summit...we all pwned Mt Panti deep deep man. YEAH!!! the climb was tough and we couldn't have done it all by our own individual selfs...but as a team...as a family...we pwned it real deep. Great thanks to my group, Pyro...and the rest...Aero, Hydra and Terra...all of us made it up to the highest point of Mt Panti...but not to forget our instructors...that helped us too...and leading us through the jungle and all the way up...and back to our campsite. without them...all of us would be so dead.
okok...now i shall just briefly summarize what happened during the 3 days 2 nights camp...
day 1: all the groups went for station games...which included high and low elements...and water rafting competition. haha...Pyro vs Terra...Pyro came in second ok...not last. well...for the first day, everyone in Pyro was pretty quiet and kind of afraid to voice out and give suggestions...and after the day's activities, all of us in Pyro bonded together more.
day 2: had our trek up Mt Panti...it was tough but Pyro made it through...and it was mostly everyone's first time to climb a mountain which looked so wrong cause of the weird hump at the summit...the trek was tiring (of course la)...we had mosquitos and leeches trying to suck our blood...(alvin and me never tio leech. haha.)...we had the rock phase to overcome as it was the most difficult and dangerous part of the trek...and when u climb up a mountain...u have to go back down...going down a mountain may seem easier than going up...but in fact it is not...especially at the rock phase...but in the end...all of us made it back down...though we had mosquito bites, scratches and for some...bleeding cause of the leeches. and during the night...we had our campfire...each group was supposed to perform for bout 5 minutes...and for my group we did a little bit of drama...and singing and also doing what we do best (draw circles)...lol. our group had a tough time trying to decide what we wanted to perform...and during the last half an hour before the campfire started...we came together...discussed and worked together as a team and in the end we went up in front of everyone and gave it our best. and not to forget...we also made a dog our mascot of our group...he was called Pyro dog at first but his name somehow changed to Py Yo Ro. -.-" but seeing him actually reminded me of Oscar at that time. awww.
day 3: time flies real quickly....especially when u are having so much fun. but the fun had to come to an end eventually...as for the last day...our camp chief reminded us bout Mt Panti and he had really inspired us...and after that we had to do our area cleaning and pitching down of tents...and soon we headed back to singapore. during the bus trip back to singapore, alvin and me were like "zi high" and like nobody join us high together...so sian.
okok...i shall stop blogging bout the camp...if i have the pictures i'll upload it. i feel so worried for Oscar now...before i left for camp...his eczemia on his cheeks have healed...and his left eye was alot better and not so red...but when i came back today...both of his eyes were very red and he was tearing alot...i'm so afraid that it is an eye infection la...i hope he is alright. my sister will have to bring him down to the vet tomorrow evening...i hope nothing bad happens to Oscar...and i can't seem to figure out anything that could have caused his eyes to be like this.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

all set and ready to go.

yeah. i've finished packing all my stuffs that i need to bring for tomorrow's camp. so now i can relax...and wait for tomorrow to come...haha.
ok...shall now blog bout what happened today...woke up at bout 7am and went to woodlands to meet my 2 old buddies, sam and alf...at bout 8am. u should be wondering why i woke up so early in the morning especially on a sunday. reason is because...i went for church today...haha...it's been a long time since i last went to church...and this time round, i went to sam's church...cause i left Christ Church Woodlands (which was actually my school)...for the very first time. so all 3 of us went to causeway point and ate our breakfast at BK.
after breakfast, went to WEFC...for service which started at 9am. yup...so for all christians out there...u should know what happens during service...so i shall not blog bout the little details.
so fast forward...
so after the whole service ended, i had to decide whose CG i wanted to join...sam's or alf's?...so of course i chose sam's CG la...cause he's my secondary school bestest best best buddy...so i ps-ed alf. so sorry alf...sam is my bestest best best buddy but u are forever my "suan-low-ship" buddy...wahaha. lol. and i was so shocked when i realized that vera...my secondary school classmate was in the same CG as sam...lol.
so i went for CG with my new CG...and then had an CG interview...basically...it is an interview which involves the whole CG...and had to answer questions bout how we feel and stuff...and our feelings and thoughts and answers would then be on the church's newsletter...cool. so after the interview...all of us took some pictures. lol.
so after everything, sam, alf and me went to causeway point...to get my torchlight...and also walk walk and see see...and blah blah blah...(need i blog bout the details again?).
and when we left and headed home...we saw a crowd...and we went to kp for awhile...and we saw 2 policemen talking to this old man on a wheelchair...and so...sam told us that the old man faked as a blind man...hmm...i was pretty angry bout what the old man did (though i don't remember giving him any money)...cheating people's money...but i kept thinking bout it...and i felt that though what he did was wrong...but he is old and it is very hard for him to get a job at his age...so...instead of condemning him...we should all care for him instead. but how?...that i still don't know...lol.
ok...that's all bout what happened...now bout some personal issues...ok...not very personal but pretty personal...well...sam and alf have been my very close buddies in my secondary school...and at the same time...i acknowledge them as my brothers especially during the times we had in BB. and just now...sam told me that when i was no longer in BB (long story)...the boys actually asked bout me...bout where i disappeared to. and he said he told them that i was busy with my schoolwork and stuff. when i heard bout it...i felt sad...the boys still cared for me...and they have not forgotten bout me...though i was gone for quite a long time...and to think i actually got so disheartened last time because i thought i was not of any help...so now i am not sure whether i should really go back or not...the primers seriously want me back...but there is something in me that doesn't want me to go back...though there is still this urge for me to return...what is it then?...is it fear or what?...i am not sure...but i hope i find the answer soon.
well...enough of blogging already...i can't wait for tomorrow to come. haha...so of course i will not be blogging for like 2 to 3 days...so bye.

Saturday, September 16, 2006

almost done.

GL training camp is coming very very soon, this monday in fact...and i've done most of the packing...just left with a couple of stuffs i need to buy tomorrow. well...usually when i have camps, i always do last minute packing...but this time round, i started earlier...not sure why either. but at least i don't have to feel so "kan chiong" tomorrow...and i won't have to worry bout whether i have this or that.
i hate packing stuffs for camps...cause it is boring...and it requires u to use some of ur "agar-ration"...which may be right or wrong. and not to forget...u also need to decide which haversack to use...what clothes to bring...which underwear to use, and what color should u bring along. -.-"
ok so i'm almost done with the packing...but the most important thing i need to have with me on monday is...my Passport!...yeah...without it...i can forget bout going to the camp. and if i remember to bring it along with me during the camp, of course i'll need to remember to bring it back with me...if not...( for u to imagine...).
i can't wait for monday to arrive...feeling excited but a little nervous(don't know why.).
ok...that's all i'm gotta blog bout...bye.

Friday, September 15, 2006

2.8

ok...i've just gotten back my exams results for last semester. so here they are...

Cell Biology B+
OBC C+
INFO C
TLS B
COMTL C+
IAC C+
Total GPA 2.8

ok...as u can all see...i've got loads of Cs...and of course having a C in ur grades is definitely not pleasant at all...but though i have 4 Cs in my grades...i shall not fret...i shall not "cry" over spilled milk.
it's a kind of wake up call for me...though i did pretty alright.
but i shall work harder next semester...though i know i'll be so dead because there's math...but things will work out for me eventually.
bye.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

aches.

RAWR!!! my upper body is aching man. can't move my arms properly. and it's all because of the push ups done during GL training yesterday. -.-"
but it is all worth it.
ok...i woke up at 10am...had a nice good night rest...and i got off from my bed and...OUCH! my arms ached...as expected. didn't really do much today...watched anime...watched tv...bathed smelly little Oscar (he damn naughty today)...and slacked.
today's more of a resting day for me...hopefully i'll recover from all the aches tomorrow and then i can start my own training again.
well then... that's all i can blog bout...see ya.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

i Hate PLANTA!

today is a good day indeed. but tiring though. for today, had GL training again...but had a camp briefing for my upcoming GL training camp (18/9 - 20/9) at bout 9am. and after that at 10am, GL training then started. PT for today's training was abit tougher than last week's...had to standardize and stuff...everyone definitely did more than 70 push ups... +.+ . the campus run was also longer too...but it was alright for me. the push ups are only the problem for me...sad. so...must train le...if not confirm die. lol.
also had station games too...the 2nd "demo" games done by the SGLs...this week's game was abit cleaner...but still...dirty. the games were fun though...haha. our faces were drawn with lipstick...and my face got 3 lines... make the "diao" face when i close my eyes... -.-" haha...so cute. lol. but there was 1 game that officially made me hate planta and celery...it was the mine sweeper game. grr...planta is smelly and oily. celery sucks when eaten raw. so after the station games, training was then over and went to wash up. washing up was easier this week...lol.
after GL training, some of us from the NMNHNLM club went to eat prata AGAIN...lol. but this time round, instead of eating at al-azhar...we went to al-ameen. ordered the same as last week's...2 egg onion pratas and also a milo dinosaur. but the milo dinosaur was different...wasn't as sweet as the one from al-ahzar. al-ameen also has milo KING KONG....lol. it's just like milo dinosaur but with extra 2 scoops of ice-cream on top. haha. and guess what man?...while looking at the menu, i saw this food called "roti PLANTA"!!! omgOSH!! roti planta?!...yuck. think it is just prata with loads of planta inside...eewww.
and btw i've gotten my NMNHNLM Club cap...haha. so cool man. i wore the cap after training and all the way back home...my mum saw my hair when i took off my cap and she laughed...caused my hair was all flat. lol.
haha...ok...feeling tired now...so i'm signing off...bye!
can't wait for the GL training camp to come this coming monday.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

uploaded photos.

ok...i've uploaded the photos taken during the "class" outing.















note: third photo...nice aei...that's why good beds need to be made...so that people can make babies efficiently...if this happens...Singapore would not be undergoing ageing population.

Monday, September 11, 2006

class outing?

alright...i'll just update bout what happened today in the evening.
went to marina bay mrt station at bout 6pm to meet my classmates...having a class outing.
actually the whole class was supposed to come...18 of us. but sadly...only 6 came...abe, charmaine, adrian, meiqi, aldred and me...u call this a class outing?...and ms teh, our lecturer/advisor was supposed to come too...but so sad...she never come also. but nvm...we forgive u ms teh...so we actually wanted to go eat steamboat...but because only got 6 of us, we headed to taka and ate our dinner at Pepper Lunch. Mmm...delicious man...all of us ordered beef rice. haha.
after dinner, we went to walk walk and look look around taka...and the girls went to do abit of their shopping...and made the guys wait...but what to do man...it's normal. lol. and while waiting...i was so bo liao and took some photos. haha.
then we walked and looked for a little longer....and we then headed home.
seriously...i find that this class outing cannot even be considered as one. cause there were only 6 of us who went...not 18...less than half of the class. but i seriously hope that the whole class would be more "on" and try to make it for any outings...if got no important programmes for the day.
the little outing was fun la...but abit disappointing though. cause of the numbers.
hmm...ok i shall post the pictures i took tomorrow...cause i can't seem to post the photos...grr...and msn is down la...boo! can't chat with my friends man...
ok then, i'm out!

Faith is important.



saved.

Jesus Take The Wheel- Carrie Underwood

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It would been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Chorus:
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

(Chorus:)...

Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

i cry out to You.

Hear Me- Kelly Clarkson

Hear me (2x)

You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
'Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?

Chorus:
Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me (2x)

Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me

I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to
And no one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?

(Chorus:)...

I'm restless and wild
I fall, but I try
I need someone to understand
Can you hear me?
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby I'm far
For all that I've got
Can you hear me?

(Chorus:)
Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me (4x)
Can you hear me?
Hear me (3x)
Can you hear me?
Oh, oh, oh, oh...
Hear me (3x)

Sunday, September 10, 2006

tears of joy.

i feel so happy now...YAY! shan't describe what happened...but i just wanna say that i will be able to have the strength to do what i need to do.

oh and i've gotten my Mirinda Orange bottle.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

BFOTT + Water

wah...shit man...i just lao sai...i don't know what i ate but the feeling is definitely not nice at all...hmm...maybe is all the things i ate today all put,mixed and digested together. -.-"

so...i created an equation today:
BFFOT + Water = "Pang Pui, Tam Tam Aei."
LOL.

haha...ok nothing happened today. just a plain old boring saturday. nothing to blog bout either.

"I am one of Singapore's natural gas producer."

and by the way, i seriously hate ants...my house is infested with ants la...it's not like my house is dirty or what. but they just come out...so now...whenever i see one ant in my room, i'll take something and whack it dead and also scold "NBCBB!". (not my lappy, it's my precious.)

Friday, September 08, 2006

blurry vision.

i think my eye sight is getting from bad to worst. firstly, i only depend on my left eye to see...my right eye's vision is super bad (lazy eye)...bout 300 degrees...(confirm increase)...and not to forget, i don't wear contacts (scared) and i don't wear my specs (cause ugly)...and finally, i've not been taking good care of my eyes...(sit in front of lappy too much, therefore straining my eyes.)
I Need A New Pair Of Specs...(i want nice nice one).
for today, went out to meet the bout half of the NMNHNLM Club...for outing to get FBT shorts and also to make our very own club caps.
so we met at serangoon mrt station at 1pm...i was late..lol. by bout 15 mins...but our President came the latest...lol. and when i reached the mrt...i couldn't really spot anyone familiar at all...my vision was blur la...so after a while then managed to spot abe and the rest.
after that, went to this place called Joo Seng Warehouse. and went exploring and searching for the place where they sell FBT stuffs. finally found the place, after taking bout 2 lifts with vulgarities (F+++ You, CB, Bastard) written on the walls and doors of the lifts...so i spent $20 on 2 FBT shorts. and my wallet left with damn little money...bout $4.
after getting the shorts, went all the way to Far East...to make our NMNHNLM caps...everyone then decided to get an "all black" cap with our club name on it. but sadly, each cap costs bout $15...RAWR!!!...i no more money...(that's why in the NMNHNLM Club)...so our treasurer, alvin, paid...the deposit...lol...then tomorrow go collect the caps and also pay the remaining...so i owe alvin $15...haha. after that, went to heeren...go walk walk, look look, and see see...cause nothing left to do. so after walking, looking and seeing for quite some time...went back home.
and by the way...to abe and alvin...i love Oscar, my mini schnauzer...NOT that Oscar. i repeat...i love Oscar...my Mini Schnauzer...NOT that Oscar. so do not scandal me and her together...ONLY scandal me and Oscar, my Mini Schnauzer...cause i love my dog named Oscar which is a Mini Schnauzer. not that Oscar...not her.
ok...bye.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

boring day.

omg...i am sooo bored man. i've got nothing to do...and i can't seem to find anything to do. and there is nothing finding its way to me...so that i can be kept busy. grr...there is really nothing much to blog bout too...
i've watched bleach 95 today...haha...and it's nice...the fight between kuchiki byakuya and kariya jin. well...the fight still continues...so can't wait for next week's episode. (shall not spoil)
ok...i guess that's all i can blog bout for today...but before i go...i've posted some pictures of one of my favourite charaters in bleach...kuchiki byakuya...woot!
Scatter! Senbonzakura.
i'm out.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

i love GL trainings!!!

*yawn*...i feel so tired now man...haha. hmm...well...i'll just blog bout what happened today...and may turn in early tonight (i hope.)
so for today, left home at bout 720am...to meet my fellow GLs at KAP Macs for a hearty (unhealthy) breakfast...reached there bout 815am...and i had my sausage mcmuffin with egg meal...lol. sadly..i was unable to finish up my breakfast...firstly because...it's very early in the morning...secondly...would be having GL traning....thirdly...i don't usually have a heavy breakfast in the morning. so at bout 930am...went to cold storage to follow abe to get her moisturizer...lol....and then headed to school for GL training which started at 10am.
GL training for today was good man...well...all the GLs gathered at 10am at the pyramids...and then we started to have PT...and also campus run. the PT was alright la...but i'll need to train on my strength...cause the push ups were pretty tough for me (due to the fact that i fractured my left forearm last year and didn't train anymore since then)...haha. i will work on my push ups. for the campus run...it was no problemo'...didn't feel tired at all after the run...i must say that the distance we ran was pretty short...bout half of the route that i've been running (from my home to kranji secondary)...well...i guess my running routine has also helped me too. but i know that for the subsequent GL trainings...the distance will be longer and tougher...so i'll need to be more prepared.
after that...had lunch from 11am to 12 noon. i didn't eat anything during lunch...haha...just had a can of pepsi...lol. many other GLs didn't have their lunch too...maybe it was because of the run?..hmm not sure. but for me, i guess it was because of the breakfast that i had earlier on.lol.
after lunch...had 2 'demo' games by the SGLs...why demo?...cause we were splitted into 7 groups...and we had to plan station games within our group...and then execute them. haha. so...for 2 weeks..the SGLs will be showing us some 'demo' games...so that we may suddenly have some kind of inspiration whatsoever ideas...lol. everyone was splitted into 4 groups for the games...so for the first game..it was a telematch...and it was fun man...haha...my group kind of worked together really well...especially during the part where we walked on 2 bamboo poles with raffia strings tied on them...great coordination. *left. right. left. right.*...lol. yup...my group came in third in the end...but winning isn't everything. haha...had fun with my group. and for the second game...it was kind of a protecting "country" game...objective of the game: protect country and get dirty at the same time. yeah...dirty...means...getting hit by waterbombs, butter, flour, muddy water...all add up together...yuck! it was kinda messy...and loads of GLs (including me) ran around trying not to get dirty...which was damn funny...haha. and the countries were not protected. lol. but it was fun...haha. so after the second game, training ended...and of course had to wash up.
so after training and washing up, a group of us...went to eat prata...haha. had 2 onion egg pratas...and also a cup of milo dinosaur. the prata was good man...and plus the curry...woohoo! but the milo dinosaur was like sooo sweet...even a can of coke can't beat it's sweetness...u can barely taste coke after having milo dinosaur. that's how sweet it is.
we then made our way to bukit timah shopping centre to play pool with our bellies full...lol. i played until wanna die...was so tired at the end...it was the pool games that made me tired...not GL training.
haha...really had a fun day today. tiring but fun...i love it! can't wait for next week's trainings man.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

it's not only physical, it's mental.

woohoo...ok...today, as usual, went for my run...and guess what?...i've improved!!!...yeah...the improvement may not be big...but it does make a difference.
running is not only physical...it is mental...(the title states so)...running not only makes u fitter...it also makes ur mind grow stronger.
while running just now, my mind was telling me to stop...but then i saw this fat woman jogging...and i told myself that she is trying her best...but i'm not. so i started moving my legs after a short climb through the overhead bridge.
and i continued...all the way. but my mind was still telling me to stop. so i told myself that i would only stop and walk once i reached the police K-9 unit...and i did it.
and then i walked until kranji camp...(pretty short distance)...and then started running back home.
i've definitely made an improvement...and i'm happy bout it.
our minds are very powerful...but we have the strength and the power to overcome the power of our minds...by just enduring.
yeah. i'll continue to endure...and also improve along the way...
bye.


and btw...i met a small little baby snake while running...haha...so cute. but i almost stepped on it...lucky i moved my leg slightly more, if not it would have been dead already...it was kinda frightened...and it moved away really fast.
hmmm...comes to show that u can discover something that u don't usually see everyday.
the small snake is sooo KAWAII!!!

Monday, September 04, 2006

Thank You.

some of u should have received news about the death of the "Crocodile Hunter", Steve Irwin. It is not only a piece of shocking news, it is also saddening. He was killed by a stingray today while filming a segment of a series "Ocean's Deadliest". Not only has 44 year old Steve Irwin entertained many people, he also showed them that he was a true environmentalist by educating people through his films. He has taught many people about protecting and respecting the environment and animals.
This piece of news has taught me that life is unpredictable. u nvr know what is going to happen the next second. so...to all people out there...pls treasure ur life and enjoy every moment u have in this world...let us all be like Steve Irwin and do what we are passionate bout...and strive in it.
i must say that the "Crocodile Hunter" did not leave this world with any regrets...and therefore...i'd like to say,"Thank You very much for what u have done for the environment. Rest In Peace."
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060904/ap_on_en_tv/obit_irwin

feel so good.

wow!!!...*phew*...just finished my run...and i feel so good man.
ok...i started running...last saturday...and it was tiring man...but it felt good.
ran from my home which is nearest to kranji camp...past de la salle school(my primary school since pri 4)...and all the way to kranji secondary school...and then "U-turn"...all all the way back to my home. managed to run only half the distance of the route...and then walked all the way back home. and not to forget...my knees were like so "rusty" and they ached after the run.
so...i rested on sunday.
and for today...i managed to run bout 3/4 of the route...that's 1/4 more. but i did walk la. lol.
well...my knees don't ache now...which is a good sign.
my next goal: to run 3/4 of the route without even walking...and so on...
hmm...i shall take it slowly...no rush...i'll improve along the way.
ok...i shall take a nice hot shower now...bye!
You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this worldSo much so that you tend to live in your head most of the timeYou have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?
hmm...quite true...but there are a couple of points which are not very true.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

change: is it a good/bad thing?

these few days, i've been feeling really down...and i don't really know why i'm feeling like this...i just feel down. that's all.
"why am i feeling so down?"...that's the question i asked myself. and i thought through this question for a couple of days...and i finally came down to this conclusion...it's all bout CHANGE.
yes...everything around me is changing...the change may not be big...but it is changing. the people around me have changed...and are still changing. even i have changed...and will still be changing...from the young, extroverted me...to an introverted stranger who wants to be left all alone...and who knows what i will change to in future. i can feel the change...i never liked being alone in the past...but now...i just love to be alone. well...i don't know why i've become like this...all i can say is that...i've changed.
so is change a good thing or a bad thing?...i used to think that change is the most wonderful thing on earth...but i was wrong. if change is such a good thing...why i am feeling so down?
well...i guess most of u have experienced this before...but let me ask u this question:"do u love/hate change?"...think bout it.

tagging game.

the tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page to saying that they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.
the Girl for me:
1) shorter than me
2) great personality
3) funny
4) nice and caring
5) cannot be fat
6) can be able to communicate
7) loving
8) can understand each other.

Tagged Victims:
1) Darren
2) Alvin
3) Abe
4) Serene

ps: most of the victims have been tagged already...sorry can't think of anyone.
Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate

You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great.
One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog...
And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes.
Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with.
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have low conscientiousness.Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.
Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is low.You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.
The Five Factor Personality Test


i think this quiz result describes me pretty accurately.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.

It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.

At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.
Your Aura is Blue
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor
What Color Is Your Aura?


well...i don't know if the above quiz result describes me correctly.

what i hope for tomorrow to be.

Tomorrow- Avril Lavigne


And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

(Chorus:)
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't

Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

(Chorus:)...

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow (2x)

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change [4x]

Friday, September 01, 2006

new month.new skin.

ok...i have changed my blog skin...had a tough time finding and deciding which skin to use...finally found this skin...and i like it cause of the huge amount of space provided...so that both pictures and words can be seen clearly and u don't have to stick ur eyes on ur computer screen to view such a small miserable box.
i am feeling really dead now. i can't explain it in words...cause it is too complicated to put them in words...i seriously don't know what others think of me...and i don't feel like talking bout it.
so i drew this picture for u to interpret exactly how i am feeling right now...this picture is not easy for u to interpret and understand...but who knows?...u may understand the picture.
right now...i just want to lay down on my bed and curl up and be all alone...