Monday, July 21, 2008

gambatte joel!

i cant sleep.
i slept too much just now.
and i had too little sleep last night.

ok, anyway, i'll blog myself to sleep.
i got a feeling that i will PMS later.
no, it's Pissed Monday Syndrome. it's a monday thing, not a girl thing.
ok nvm.

anyway, this month really is a busy busy month.
and next month will be busier.
and the busy thing will continue all the way till end of year?
who knows, even next year, until i graduate.
assignments after assignments, FYP FYP FYP.
havent trained a single bit of napfa, yes i am damn screwed.
31 july performance is drawing nearer and nearer. and i'm very broke. alot to spend on, t-shirts, bottoms, shoes. i feel guilty getting money from my mother these few days and can see that my mum really trying very hard to spend less.
august, exams and then freshie camp!!
juggling alot of things at the same time altogether.
oh crap, there's final report to start on already!!
after exams, is chiong FYP all the way till october when attachment start.
hopefully, everything stays fine. supervisor quite happy from the last meeting. but then, the cells are growing abit weird weird. maybe it's normal during adaptation period, to have inconsistent weird growth.
alot of people are going through this phase where they just want to breakaway from all the projects and stuff. it's really tiring. jiayou to everyone going through the same shit!! we will pull through this pile of mountain of crappy shit!
i hope i will be posted to heaven when doing attachment.
heaven as in, workplace is nice, staff are friendly, supervisor is understanding, and everything nice. ok, i'm just dreaming. but you never know, maybe such heavenly workplace do exist in singapore. just got to cross your fingers, hope and see how lucky you are.
end of the year, danzation!!! i cant wait, seriously. but i'm worried at the same time. because i will be having attachment around that period, which means, i got to rush to school after attachment. who knows, may even miss some practises due to clashing of time.
but i believe i can do it!!

ok, i've blogged quite abit. i shall sleep.