i am sorry...
for all the stupid things i did or said,
for irritating anyone and making them pissed off,
for being such a lousy friend/brother/person,
for being such a burden,
for screwing up so much,
overall, i get an AD for being a useless person.
really sorry.
maybe is i tired or think too much, but right now, i dont think so.
i keep reminding myself,
but then the next minute, i find myself doing the opposite.
yes, deep down in my heart, to everyone and anyone whom i have done or said that made you guys unhappy, i am sorry.
i feel alone, i feel like i got no friends, i feel like many people hate me, i feel that nobody cares about me.
