Tuesday, September 09, 2008

dont know how to feel.

i feel really damn sian. sucks to do FYP!! i just feel damn sian of going to lab and do experiments, it's like never ending like that. and there is final report to start on already. ahhhh!! i want this to end quick. 3 more weeks, all i can do is endure and get through this phase.

i feel damn sad, i feel like an unfilial child. always coming back late. is like i am treating home like some kind of hotel like that. come back just to sleep, then next day go school. can see that my mum not very happy that i come back home late every night. i know she is worried, i know she miss me because everytime i come back home, she sleep already. but then...cant be helped what. haiiiii!! i hope she understands. =(

i feel damn tired. not only physically, but kinda mentally. so many things going on at the same time. i even find my experiments now abit messy already. now everything is like damn messy. muscles still aching from last friday, first time ache until so bad. last for 3 days and still aching.

sian + sad + tired = ???

poster presentation later, hope it goes well. =/