life's like a battle.
competition...it's either you rise or you fall.
the battle never ends until you have fallen.
defeating the enemy, surpassing those who are better than you is the only way to survive.
competition is everywhere.
pressure. sometimes the people around you and the environment you're in are just so competitive that you feel the weight on you.
but such competition and pressure keeps you alive.
it gives you the drive, the energy, the determination to surpass, to defeat and to conquer.
it's all because you don't want to see yourself fall, to lose everything, to see yourself just stay at one point and not improve.
it makes you stronger.
everyone starts small.
to grow big, the process is long, tedious and energy draining.
it's never easy.
but one has to work hard no matter what.
standard.
i'm not there yet.
i'm not ready for big things yet.
i'm not being negative.
i'm just being realistic.
i'm still small.
but i know that i would be ready one day.
before the day comes, it's all about myself, hard work and determination.
