sometimes, it justs sucks having to see your friend so down.
because you'll feel down as well too.
you want to try to help and console your friend.
but you can't.
you don't know what to say or do to make your friend feel better.
all you can do is listen.
so much disappointments these few days.
things didn't turn out exactly well.
and i'm caught in the middle.
not knowing how to react.
i'm just like a statue, standing still at the same spot.
sometimes i wonder to myself.
am i capable?
truth is, i really don't think i am.
looking back to the past, i've been the helpless kid most of the time.
just like a kid, nothing bothers me much.
all i am good at is being ignorant.
power.
a double edged sword.
power can lead you to greater heights.
but then again, it can corrupt you.
use it for the right motive and you gain respect.
use it for your own good and people will hate you.
i hope i don't see such things.
i don't want to see people get hurt.
