seriously, i hate you YAPass!!
i really dont like you. the thought of meeting up with you regarding FYP, the thought of emailing you, the thought of calling you...really turns me off.
damn! i really am pissed with YAPass.
everytime we have meeting regarding FYP, i always feel demoralised after that. during the meeting, he will always bomb loads of questions and expect his students to answer them. if i knew what i am totally doing, if i knew all the answers to his questions, would i still find him for his guidance and advices?
ask him for advice, he think we are asking for answers. tell him the problem, he ask us what we are going to do about the problem. he's like not leading us to any direction, but just throwing us at one corner and let us die. i dont need his answers, all i need is guidance.
and the minute he said, "what else have you done over the week? please enlighten me." i was damn demoralised already.
today he stressed me so much with his stupid questions which i cannot answer but want to ask him for his advice. lucky dr THK came into the room, if not, i would definitely break down.
then YAPass still dont want to give his number and still want to continue to communicate through email. "i am always contactable in my office." MY FOOT ARH! there was once i tried calling him the whole day but he never pick up.
dr THK is so much better please. before he left, he told us to call/sms him if we got any questions. at least i got a nice supervisor that i can still seek for help. i'm gonna show YAPass that he is totally not important as a supervisor because all he can do is just ask you questions instead of helping you solve problems.
had bo jian dai self pract today also. damn! my turnings suck like hell! then chorus always lag. i've got to practise alot more for bo jian dai. then it's always because of the turnings that make me lag at chorus. there's no other option, got to train my turnings!! listen to the music even more times!!
i'm gonna have to put in all my effort on both FYP and dance! i cant give up, and i cant give in especially to people like YAPass. i want to play too, i want to have fun, i want to relax, i want to have holidays. but i cant, because it's year 3. i've yet to watch Step Up 2, but i guess i got to give it a miss. sacrifices have to be made.
as long as i dont give up, continue to do my best, keep on trying, and put in effort in what i do, i guess such sacrifices wont go to waste.
