Wednesday, March 19, 2008

in the process of breaking down soon.

seriously, FYP isn't going smoothly at all.
i get super envious when i see other groups stepping into their labs and doing their experiments already.
communication with my supervisor(YAPass) is like totally crap. his 'wonderful' idea of communicating through email, totally inefficient.
dr THK is on YEP, and i seriously want him to come back asap to enlighten me.
on the other hand, YAPass is giving hell.
other groups are like at stage 2, the experiment stage.
while i am still at the planning stage.
there's so much to be done, and YAPass gave denyse and i until next monday to come out with experimental objective/direction and work plan...or else(it's over).

i am in the process of breaking down soon.
super worried, stressed & pek chek until i cannot sleep.
literature review got rejected again.
protocol still not complete.
project management not done.
timeline needs to be changed.
and now, there's formulation of serum-free media.
the thought of all these can seriously make you feel like crap.
totally screwed up.

just leave me alone for awhile...