Monday, September 24, 2007

i'm crying deep inside.

it's gonna be 3am.
and i'm still awake.
i just can't sleep.
and i kinda hate it.
well, think it's partly got to do with the late afternoon nap i had earlier on.
i feel so restless now.
so many thoughts inside my mind right now.
some that make me smile, some that make me frown, some that make me cry.
and there's still some that make me unsure of, worry, etc.
plus there's music, i'm not sure why, but i feel that music makes me ponder better.
it depends on what kind of music you listen to.
one minute you may be listening to some really jumpy song.
but the next minute you may be listening to a really sad song.
the change of mood between the 2 songs can easily affect your mood and thoughts.

time has been passing by pretty quickly for me.
holidays are getting really boring.
not much activities these days, plus the weather's hot.
but it's great to see that it's the last week of september.
about 3 weeks of holidays left, and a new semester begins.
i believe these 3 weeks would be abit more packed with activities.
and i've got to enjoy the 3 weeks as much as i can.

ps: i really can't sleep and so, i'm trying my best to kill time and make myself fee abit more sleepy.

anyway, i'd be visiting the dentist again later.
1 month already?
and i'm kind of dreading to go.
the tightening of my braces, the pain i've got to bear, and who knows what the dentist's gonna add/install in my braces?
but then, i'm kinda used to the pain and discomfort i would get after each visit.

and i can't wait to go to the zoo on tuesday!!!
"it's only the zoo what, what's so exciting about it?", you may ask.
i think the zoo's no longer appealling to quite alot of teenagers.
zouk would be more of a place to go than the zoo.
but it's been ages since i last went.
it's really really long.
i remember the last time i went to the zoo, they were building the place where they will throw the baboons in and let the public see their red butts.
can't wait!!!
and plus there's dance too!
i guess tuesday would be a really tiring day.
imagine staying in the zoo, walking around, seeing animals, then after that go to school for dance.

i guess i shall end it here then.
i'll update soon! yup, about the zoo visit!