finally, i went for Suntec Dance Competition Finals.
because i missed all 3 heats.
got to see really great dancers on stage.
there was this soloist from KL who did popping, his outfit was really shiny like aluminium.
and he was damn dope! plus the cool shades...GODLY man!
and he won the open category for soloists. KL!
for open group category, NRA really owned the top 3 places.
congrats to in bass, 8steps and rough addicts!
poshbites and F-Beatx! were also damn good too!
why must have only top 3 and not top 5?
feel really proud to be part of NRA.
at the same time, feel motivated to work hard in dance.
getting to dance on stage is like the GOAL for me in dance now.
and i've been missing dance lessons for the past 2 weeks.
anyway, after the whole thing ended, beesim and i had nowhere to go.
and don't know why, both of us were kinda sad.
i think the rest of the freshies went to eat or something.
but the 2 of us decided to head home.
not that we don't want to socialise with them, but it's hard to.
never really interact with the rest of them at all.
kinda feel left out, or is it we made ourselves feel left out?
and the exams results are going to be out soon, and i'm not even sure whether i would pass.
because fail 1 module = dismissed from NRA
whatever it is, shan't think too much i guess.
dance with fingers crossed.
and i've been really taking things for granted.
really neglected man's best friend.
yes, i'm talking about Oscar.
and now he's in a really messy state.
i am feeling so damn guilty about it.
i've been relying on my sister to bring him for grooming and also to vet, because she knows so much more about dogs than i do, plus she's the most free person.
but after so long, nothing done at all.
and it makes me boil whenever she agrees to do so, and in the end, not done.
his fur is long, ear is so dirty and stinky, skin problem getting worse.
it just seems like she no longer cares for him.
i know i shouldn't be pushing all the blame, because i'm responsible for this to happen too.
that's why i'm feeling so guilty.
i remembered reminding her to bring Oscar for grooming last saturday.
and she said she will on sunday or monday.
but in the end, 1 week has past, same state.
and i've asked her to do so for like so many times already.
just yesterday, i asked her to send him to the vet to treat his skin problem.
she still can say next week, until her pay comes because it's going to cost her a bomb.
seriously, i wanted to vomit blood at that moment.
no money can ask from mother and return her later.
why would it cost a bomb? reason being, because never bring him earlier and just let the condition worsen.
skin condition already very bad, still can delay somemore.
delay like so long already, how long more you wanna delay?
she promised monday/tuesday.
and i am having doubts.
i don't want to see Oscar in that state, when his mum wanted to buy him at first and in the end, don't want to bother about him.
even my mum though of letting someone better adopt him, but i refused to let him go.
it's the bond between both of us.
it really hurts to see your BESTest best friend to be neglected.
one more chance. make it the last.
if nothing changes, i'll have to take action before it gets any worse.
seriously, this issue is also making me have doubts about my sister getting me a PSP.
empty promises.
it's just like capsules you take in when you're ill, but there's nothing filled inside the shell.
in the end, condition still the same.
i'm not blaming her.
i'm just disappointed.
and i don't want to wait for nothing.
guess PSP is not the most important thing at all...but i still yearn for it.
anyway, i should put such issues aside.
chalet! time to enjoy, then do what needs to be done.
