had dance classes on tuesday and wednesday!!
tuesday was taught by JJ, and wednesday by Ann!
love the choreo for both 'elevator' & 'fallin out'.
but i had a hard time trying to catch steps, maybe i'm still not used to the speed.
do slowly, can do the steps, but once play the song, cant really do it properly.
felt like super demoralised because cannot catch steps and do until very sucky. the feeling is like you want to take a knife and slit your throat and let yourself bleed until dry.
then after class on wednesday, watched the video that was taken down during class.
then i felt that actually in the video, i looked ok. but then, when i was dancing, i didnt feel ok at all. it's like i feel that i not only cannot catch the steps, but then do also not nice at all.
WHY LIKE THAT ARH??
i also dont know...
and now i understand.
it's not that i am not good, it's not that i never improve.
i am just not ready for the next level.
it's better for me to stay at a level that is suitable for me.
i finally understand.
and now, there's even a greater drive to strive!! =)
"Its all about hard work. Talent is 10 percent, hard work is 90 percent. A person who goes crazy working on dance whenever he/she goes would definitely be better than one who has talent but doesn’t practice at all. What I can say is practice, practice, practice." - Patrick Loo (quoted from singaporegotdance.blogspot.com)
and i've got big calcium craving!!
milk & aches are good for you. =)
