wow!! it's been quite a long time since i posted the 2nd time in a day.
definitely something must have happened that made me want to do it right?
YA!! something REALLY did happen.
i really do not know how i should really feel.
because it's not only sudden, but it's also disappointing.
met my supervisor in the afternoon.
ok, first thing in your mind...i got scolded by him big time.
but he did not scold me at all.
neither did he praised me.
but he commented on the data i showed him.
and i realised that there were more things that i didnt know that i should have done. to think things were already going not-so-smooth, things went even worse.
now it's back to square 1! got to restart the experiments, from scratch. all the efforts are all down the drain, all wasted. it's disheartening.
well, at least my supervisor was really helpful to help me plan the experiments for both next week and the following. for that, i guess i should be grateful and i really appreciate his help.
super stressed actually, 3 weeks of experiments all gone to waste. and there's not much time left. although it's said that the process is more important than the results, but there's definitely a point where we got to reach so that we will have at least have something to write in our report right?
at this stage, there's nothing much to write about. and that's what worries me the most.
at least i learnt something from my supervisor today. at least i know what i am supposed to do. i really do hope that after this, everything else will fall into place nicely and that we wont have to go back and start from scratch again.
i guess it's normal. there will definitely be a stage where everything doesnt seem right at all.
but whatever it is, i will learn from it. and i will do my best to make the experiments go smoothly once more. well, no matter how disheartened i am right now, it cant be helped. i just got to make do with the amount of time left. i shall continue to hold on to my faith.
why did i save your ass today?
