i don't know why.
i keep failing.
it seems like i am useless already.
i mess things up.
yet i'm not able to clean it up.
i fail to succeed.
yet i'm not able to get back up.
i keep trying to get back.
but i keep falling back.
there's a hole inside of me.
it's so cold, slowly killing me.
i'm so worried.
maybe i just got to try harder.
much harder.