Friday, August 17, 2007

hot tempered these days.

i realised that i've been getting really hot tempered these days.
don't know why, but i can get kinda agitated over something, even if it's a statement.
i guess my friends in school don't realise that.
but at home, boom! flare up.
don't know what's wrong with me.
my blood can boil like mad over so many small lil things.
from noise to smell to statements and many many more.
i feel like a time bomb filled with hot magma.
maybe it's because of the exams...
maybe it's because i am tired...
i hate this whole exam period thing.

on the lighter note, i'm kinda proud of myself these 2 days.
managed to study 8 chapters of MOBIO.
well, there is still the last one which will be done later.
didn't exactly memorised my lecture notes, just understood the content.
no point memorising when the the actual paper for the module is on tuesday.
i'd forget the content within 24 hours or more if i were to memorise.
i would leave all the memorising of the lil small details on monday instead.

quite productive. but still, not enough.
let's see, only 30% of revision completed?
i still got biostats to read through, understand, know how to do and also do revision questions.
not to forget, biochem. so far, only covered carbohydrates metabolism.
couldn't study the rest of the chapters for metabolism on wednesday, my blood was really boiling to the max till the point where i've got no mood to even read a point on the slide.
there' still the first half of the semester's work to revise for biochem and plus, going through the exam papers.
and finally, instru. yes, i've already like studied 10 chapters, but that's for the retest.
and i'm not sure if the content is still in my head. there's still HPLC to study, practicals to read through, and also the calculations.
so many things to do, yet it seems like there isn't much time left.
exams are gonna last for 4 days straight, monday to thursday, with really shitty timings of the day.

well, everyone has that 24 hours.
it's a matter of how it's been used to the max.
although i'm feeling kinda tired, but i still got to continue.
the semester's gonna end real soon.
just need to go through the exams.
not only do i need to endure, i need to give it my 100+++%.